Imeeji Idol Productions ([personal profile] idolpro) wrote2020-08-08 06:54 pm
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Izanagi's Ideal World | 8/8

You wake up in a typical Japanese high school classroom to the sound of a bell.

You are dressed in one of two uniforms* (*Please button up your jacket properly!) - whichever your character would feel most comfortable in. The bell was apparently the signal for the end of classes for the day, because everyone else is getting up from their desks and mingling with their friends, making the motions of preparing to leave without quite going yet.

Among them is Izanagi, surrounded by a small group of students and chattering away energetically. There are two exits, one at the front of the room and one at the back, both of which lead to the hallway. On the other hand, if you want to try understanding what you’re doing here, this is probably the best opportunity to talk to Izanagi or talk to your classmates. You can also, of course, find each other and compare notes. There’s a bag hooked on the side of each of your desks, and inside are the typical supplies you would expect most students to carry: writing utensils and notebooks. These can be used, or not, as you please.

Rules | Classroom | Hallways | Outside | Nurse's Office | Library
enlightenedatheist: (small doubts started floating on)

Re: FINALE

[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2020-08-08 10:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Tell me, then. Names of your classmates. Their faces—do they look distinct to you? Like real people would?
Edited 2020-08-08 22:16 (UTC)
bondsofsuffering: ([Look] the theory of surrender)

Re: FINALE

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2020-08-08 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Tanaka, Ooizumi, Fujihara, Hamada, Takahashi... do I need to continue?

And of course they do. Why wouldn't they?
enlightenedatheist: (when we tried to indirectly catch)

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[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2020-08-08 10:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ i didn't actually collect this evidence because yvette's in charge of it ]

. . . What about your parents?
bondsofsuffering: ([Look] Darkness caused by)

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[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2020-08-08 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
...What about them?
enlightenedatheist: (being sifted out.)

Re: FINALE

[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2020-08-08 10:32 pm (UTC)(link)
They're not with you anymore, are they?
bondsofsuffering: ([Look] Go 'round and 'round)

Re: FINALE

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2020-08-08 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
...

They left early. That's not so strange, is it?
enlightenedatheist: (the answer to this song,)

Re: FINALE

[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2020-08-08 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
To be accurate, they were never here in the first place.
bondsofsuffering: ([Look] discovering that despair)

Re: FINALE

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2020-08-08 10:39 pm (UTC)(link)
You aren't making any sense. Of course they were. I missed them, but I could still see them from the classroom window while you talked.
enlightenedatheist: (I do not know that)

Re: FINALE

[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2020-08-08 10:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Check your photo, then.
bondsofsuffering: ([Look] Darkness caused by)

Re: FINALE

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2020-08-08 10:43 pm (UTC)(link)
...

Are you enjoying this?
enlightenedatheist: all ganked from <user name="melodyoflogic"> (at a loss of what to do)

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[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2020-08-08 10:51 pm (UTC)(link)
No.

But I know the Producers are.
bondsofsuffering: ([Dark] the face of an answer)

Re: FINALE

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2020-08-08 10:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Some of the games can be nice if you're willing to play along.
enlightenedatheist: (the answer to this song,)

Re: FINALE

[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2020-08-08 10:58 pm (UTC)(link)
It's only going to be more painful for you when you wake up.

Besides that, I'd rather have reality than live under a fake truth. You and I both lived like that for too long already.
bondsofsuffering: ([Dark] to try and stay alive)

Re: FINALE

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2020-08-08 11:00 pm (UTC)(link)
That fake truth was the only time I was happy, Ayumu.
enlightenedatheist: (you really aren't a big deal,huh?)

Re: FINALE

[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2020-08-08 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
If you want happiness, you can get it without resorting to this. Just because you haven't reached it yet doesn't mean you won't find happiness.
Edited 2020-08-08 23:02 (UTC)
bondsofsuffering: ([Yell] looking so unsure)

Re: FINALE

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2020-08-08 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
And what if I never do-?!

[Any pretense of politeness, of cheer - it's gone now, his voice becoming a growl.]

Face it, Ayumu-- there's nothing for me out there. There's no point in me returning to that.
enlightenedatheist: (best regards from here on out,kay?)

Re: FINALE

[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2020-08-08 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah!? Look at me!

You and I have the same thing—nothing! In the cold hard truth of reality, I've got just as little as you do! All we have is each other, and I lost you before!

But I'm going back out there—I'm going to make my own happiness, and you can too! With me!
bondsofsuffering: ([Cry] This reality like a)

Re: FINALE

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2020-08-08 11:24 pm (UTC)(link)
How?

If we take the wish, we're stuck as demons anyway. If we go home, all there is is death.

I'm tired, Ayumu. I don't know how much more of this I can take...
enlightenedatheist: (anyone can do,huh?)

Re: FINALE

[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2020-08-08 11:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Easy.

[ trying to pull him closer, if he can ]

When we wish to go back, let's wish to go back to the period of time on Earth where they've gotten more clone research done, where they can solve our problems.

They never said we can't choose when we go back to.
Edited 2020-08-08 23:33 (UTC)
bondsofsuffering: ([Down] heart still try)

Re: FINALE

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2020-08-08 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't resist, possibly because he's too busy crying again. Though judging by the pause, that's... a pretty tempting offer.]

...And the curse?
enlightenedatheist: (the color of my eyelids thrust at)

Re: FINALE

[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2020-08-08 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Fight it—just like every other Blade Child is fighting it.

Don't despair waiting for it to overtake you. Do what good you can—live your life and do everything you can to keep yourself.

That's what I told them. I can't save them from themselves, and neither can you.
bondsofsuffering: ([Fear] There you were)

Re: FINALE

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2020-08-08 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[He falls silent for a moment. And then, shakily, afraid:]

Do you really think... there's a single good thing I can even do?

[He doesn't remember it. He can't think of any instances where his existence brought about more good than it did pain, to himself or others.]
enlightenedatheist: (whatever I do is fine.)

Re: FINALE

[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2020-08-09 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
Your cooking's not bad.

[ gently, ]

It's fine if it's not saving the world. It's fine if you're not the devil. You're just human, Hizumi—just like I am.

All that matters is that you keep trying.
bondsofsuffering: ([Look] Darkness caused by)

Re: FINALE

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2020-08-09 12:12 am (UTC)(link)
[...

He gets a huff of an almost-laugh for his efforts. It's followed by another moment of silence, but once he's had that time to gather himself again:
]

...You still owe me a date.

[He's not actually looking Ayumu in the eye, and it's not a direct answer, but...]
enlightenedatheist: (please,tell us.)

Re: FINALE

[personal profile] enlightenedatheist 2020-08-09 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
I do. Don't let me forget it.

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