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Izanagi's Ideal World | 8/8
You wake up in a typical Japanese high school classroom to the sound of a bell.
You are dressed in one of two uniforms* (*Please button up your jacket properly!) - whichever your character would feel most comfortable in. The bell was apparently the signal for the end of classes for the day, because everyone else is getting up from their desks and mingling with their friends, making the motions of preparing to leave without quite going yet.
Among them is Izanagi, surrounded by a small group of students and chattering away energetically. There are two exits, one at the front of the room and one at the back, both of which lead to the hallway. On the other hand, if you want to try understanding what you’re doing here, this is probably the best opportunity to talk to Izanagi or talk to your classmates. You can also, of course, find each other and compare notes. There’s a bag hooked on the side of each of your desks, and inside are the typical supplies you would expect most students to carry: writing utensils and notebooks. These can be used, or not, as you please.
Rules | Classroom | Hallways | Outside | Nurse's Office | Library
You are dressed in one of two uniforms* (*Please button up your jacket properly!) - whichever your character would feel most comfortable in. The bell was apparently the signal for the end of classes for the day, because everyone else is getting up from their desks and mingling with their friends, making the motions of preparing to leave without quite going yet.
Among them is Izanagi, surrounded by a small group of students and chattering away energetically. There are two exits, one at the front of the room and one at the back, both of which lead to the hallway. On the other hand, if you want to try understanding what you’re doing here, this is probably the best opportunity to talk to Izanagi or talk to your classmates. You can also, of course, find each other and compare notes. There’s a bag hooked on the side of each of your desks, and inside are the typical supplies you would expect most students to carry: writing utensils and notebooks. These can be used, or not, as you please.
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No.
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He's not suffering in this world.
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We'd live high school over and over again into forever.
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The best I can hope for is a sweet and painless lie. But if I can be happy here... I'll take it over the alternative.
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And he'd want you to be there.
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I'm tired, Yvette. No matter what I do, I'm still miserable.
I... I can't keep going like this.
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[ She says it with such fondness, it's clearly a compliment. ]
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[He still sounds unconvinced.]
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cw: suicidal ideation
[Still does, in many ways.]
How am I supposed to forgive that? How am I supposed to live like that?
Do you know how things ended in reality? I do. I couldn't be saved.
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And yet, despite knowing all that, and the continued problems he faces with his health in Hell, he still fights to take hold of what he wants and make it his.
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...no but that's actually a fair argument. He. He can't come up with a solid rebuttal.]
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[He's rather fond of their enemies who are on his unit, after all.
But.
It's also not as direct of a denial as prior ones.]
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Either way, you can't move forward if you stay here.
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...
But if you really want me to... I can probably drop by your dorms or something. It's way nicer than ours...
[...Is the scenery beginning to fade?]
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...I don't know if I can really move forward. There's still holes...
[Holes that he is, quite frankly, terrified of both knowing and not.
But the world is still fading, even still.]