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Lucifel's Ideal World, v.1
—The world is ugly, he once declared.
Chaos is inevitable in this world. Pure good can’t be achieved, and pure evil breaks down. And these two extremes are always incompatible with each other. There is still some evil in a good world. That is how the world is, and it is what continues to create ugly things. Evil sneers at good, and good rages over evil. But, in a world where good and evil oppose each other, there is a group that is far more numerous that always appears.
That is ‘grey’. Neither good nor evil. A group that drifts through life haphazardly and merely exists. They don’t believe in goodness and are simply proud that they aren’t evil. Even though they affirm evil acts, they deny evil intentions. They happily say that ‘I am not evil, I am a good person’ and pardon all forms of cruelty.
They kill people while sneering. They kill people out of contempt. They kill people as part of a game. They use the excuse that they can’t restrain their desires—That’s how humans are. That’s how the world is.
Yes—this world is extremely ugly. Neither dyed by good nor fallen into evil. Unable to decide on a color, the wills of people continue to waver. As long as such evil intentions and such foul-smelling corpses aren’t destroyed.
The world will surely continue to rot eternally.
While wrapped within a curse-like fog in darkness frozen to its core.
He thus concluded.
Powers are off.
Corruptions are off.
Carry-on Weapons are not available.
Other carry-on items are available.
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they really are the same person ]
...ah, so.
That sort of thing... really stays with you.
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But—
Maybe. . .
Once I've achieved my dream, maybe. . .
Maybe then, I'll be able to let them go.
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...well, it's definitely a hope I understand, at least, but—I'd also understand if you couldn't, since I could see how letting something like that go would feel wrong...
...I think Amaranth would worry about you if she saw this, though.
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Not that I don't think she wouldn't understand—after all, I admire greatly her choice to give up the life of a general for one as a farmer.
I just think if she saw the... well, the blood... that she'd worry that you were punishing yourself, somehow?
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I make sure not to work on those days. . .
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I mean, she's already concerned enough about me when I deny myself out of feeling like I have to make something up to the world, I can only imagine how she'd feel if it's one of her own sons.
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I'm just. . .
I'm still just not ready to tell her, yet.
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...but, regardless—I think if we left here, and went to the place where she is—even if you don’t have the words—she would want you to be able to rely on her.
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[ there's a long, long moment of silence—then, when he speaks, his voice is quiet, almost inaudible. ]
She's among these flowers.
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But—I’m also here, at least... to tell you that this is a dream. I know it doesn’t feel like it, but—she’s well, I promise. And we can go see her once you wake.
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I know this is a dream. And, like all dreams, it can't last forever.
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Even if it’s a beautiful dream, things like that—knowing that’s true, here—it must hurt. The idea that this good must be bought with even more blood dear to you.
I think—you’re similar to me, in that personal pain isn’t a real deterrent in the pursuit of good, but...
...I can’t really stand to see people suffer, either. So—if you don’t mind, let me take care of you, in the way humans ought to.
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[ very slowly, punctuating each word, ]
There isn't anything else I would rather have.
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why are we like this ]
...but, well—
Surely, in the world as it is, there are people who need you right now. Even if that has things that are hard to bear about it, too.
[ i also have no idea how to integrate this thread with the card game anime rock vore please help. i have lost control of this scolding, ]
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[ and then ao summoned BERSERKER ]
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—Shrike-san!
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well. good night ]
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why does she feel like she got hit by a rock by someone with a specialty in hitting people with rocks? ]
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otherwise she'll wake up to like.
there's literally no one here. even lucifel is gone—oh wait he's climbing up. he is finally out of that grail and he does not look happy. ]
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