Imeeji Idol Productions ([personal profile] idolpro) wrote2020-08-06 12:42 pm
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MAN☆EATER'S IDEAL WORLD ★ SESSION 1

When you close your eyes, bone-deep fatigue crashes over you like a wave—almost like it was just waiting to catch up to you the minute you stopped moving.

Within the darkness, you can just barely hear the echoes of distant voices, too faint to identify . . .

"Jealous of his normalcy? Maybe just a little."


"Man Eater is so scary! Man Eater is a killer! It's all very alarming but. . .that's all there is, isn't it?

Neeheehee, brutish as you may be, someone like you will never be more than that. You'll kill, and you'll die. Over and over, until it's permanent some day."


"And you're the same... Hitoshiki! The truth is you're just a serial killer who's only good for killing—so why are you going to school like some normal kid?! Leading a dual life when you don't even have a dual personality—it's not fair! Why only you?! It's not fair!"


"It's better not to fight, sometimes. I feel kind of sorry for you..."


"So what it comes down to is this. Would you rather stay what you are, or be happy?"


Gradually, those voices blend into the hum of a bustling crowd... naturally enough to make you wonder if perhaps you were just hearing things, after all.

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Re: SCHOOL GROUNDS

[personal profile] carnivorouscarnival 2020-08-08 09:31 pm (UTC)(link)
"Because that's what defines me—the entire reason I exist. To kill, to thrive in adversity, to be strong. Someone who isn't even capable of wanting anything like this."
selfpreservationist: <user name="oira"> (in seed time learn; in harvest teach)

Re: SCHOOL GROUNDS

[personal profile] selfpreservationist 2020-08-08 10:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Then get stronger so you can be all of that and capable of wanting this.

Re: SCHOOL GROUNDS

[personal profile] carnivorouscarnival 2020-08-08 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
A frustrated noise.

"That's just a contradiction."
selfpreservationist: (the thankful receiver)

Re: SCHOOL GROUNDS

[personal profile] selfpreservationist 2020-08-08 10:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Only if you're not willing to put in the effort. Don't be so self-defeating. You're strong enough to do both things, you just have to figure out how to do it.

Re: SCHOOL GROUNDS

[personal profile] carnivorouscarnival 2020-08-09 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
He gives a shake of his head.

"It's not that simple. You can't solve every problem with sheer determination! Some things are just choices you have to make; you have to give up on one to have the other."
selfpreservationist: (always be ready to speak your mind)

Re: SCHOOL GROUNDS

[personal profile] selfpreservationist 2020-08-09 06:10 pm (UTC)(link)
And some things aren't so black and white.

[sighs]

At least give it some thought.

Re: SCHOOL GROUNDS

[personal profile] carnivorouscarnival 2020-08-09 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
"... Fine," he relents sullenly, more like he doesn't want to keep arguing than anything. "But I won't let it get in the way of my real future."