Imeeji Idol Productions ([personal profile] idolpro) wrote2020-08-07 04:24 pm
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Lucifel's Ideal World, v.2

—The world is ugly, he once declared.

Chaos is inevitable in this world. Pure good can’t be achieved, and pure evil breaks down. And these two extremes are always incompatible with each other. There is still some evil in a good world. That is how the world is, and it is what continues to create ugly things. Evil sneers at good, and good rages over evil. But, in a world where good and evil oppose each other, there is a group that is far more numerous that always appears.

That is ‘grey’. Neither good nor evil. A group that drifts through life haphazardly and merely exists. They don’t believe in goodness and are simply proud that they aren’t evil. Even though they affirm evil acts, they deny evil intentions. They happily say that ‘I am not evil, I am a good person’ and pardon all forms of cruelty.

They kill people while sneering. They kill people out of contempt. They kill people as part of a game. They use the excuse that they can’t restrain their desires—That’s how humans are. That’s how the world is.

Yes—this world is extremely ugly. Neither dyed by good nor fallen into evil. Unable to decide on a color, the wills of people continue to waver. As long as such evil intentions and such foul-smelling corpses aren’t destroyed.



The world will surely continue to rot eternally.

While wrapped within a curse-like fog in darkness frozen to its core.

He thus concluded.

Powers are off.
Corruptions are off.
Carry-on Weapons are not available.
Other carry-on items are available.
aideal: (that we could be)

Re: 『A Place of Comfort』

[personal profile] aideal 2020-08-08 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
Uhm. . .

When he was alive, some people used to say he was like Jesus of Nazareth. . .
irregular: (which one of us is the other woman?)

Re: 『A Place of Comfort』

[personal profile] irregular 2020-08-08 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
... 'cause he's Amakusa, isn't he?

Amakusa Shirou.
aideal: (watch it burn)

Re: 『A Place of Comfort』

[personal profile] aideal 2020-08-08 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
That's right! Oh—that means you know him, don't you?

He gets embarrassed if you call him that, so that's why I call him Luci.
irregular: (let's hear the applause)

Re: 『A Place of Comfort』

[personal profile] irregular 2020-08-08 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Yeah, I definitely know him.

Where is he?
aideal: (but baby I've been)

Re: 『A Place of Comfort』

[personal profile] aideal 2020-08-08 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
. . .

He's still working right now, but if you wait, he'll come home soon.
irregular: (can't talk. thinking)

Re: 『A Place of Comfort』

[personal profile] irregular 2020-08-08 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
I think I need to go find him. Where's he working?
aideal: (that we could be)

Re: 『A Place of Comfort』

[personal profile] aideal 2020-08-08 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
Is it that important. . . ?
irregular: (curare and tropical fish)

Re: 『A Place of Comfort』

[personal profile] irregular 2020-08-08 04:56 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Yeah, it's important.

Also I think you might not be, uh. Real.
aideal: (and I feel something so wrong)

Re: 『A Place of Comfort』

[personal profile] aideal 2020-08-08 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
. . .

Yes, I am just a construct.
irregular: (i had a bad feeling)

Re: 『A Place of Comfort』

[personal profile] irregular 2020-08-08 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
...

Doesn't that bother you?

[K, that was the cue to get up and leave.]
aideal: (old—but I'm not that old)

Re: 『A Place of Comfort』

[personal profile] aideal 2020-08-08 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
I exist solely in this dream. However, even in reality, I am only a construct.

Ideally, Luci would like me to learn to be more than that—to embrace my humanity. But he doesn't know what that would look like, and he doesn't want to make any assumptions. He wants me to choose for myself, how to live for myself.

So, until the "Dia-san" of reality fully blooms, I am the construct of a construct in this world.
Edited 2020-08-08 05:14 (UTC)
irregular: (the war room)

Re: 『A Place of Comfort』

[personal profile] irregular 2020-08-08 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
Uh--

[that's messed up?]

Jesus, we need to talk about this later. Or... someone does. I, um--

Look, I'll be back if this doesn't work out. I just - there's something I gotta be doing. Sorry.

[And he's going for the door, and his bike.]

Re: 『A Place of Comfort』

[personal profile] aideal 2020-08-08 05:20 am (UTC)(link)