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Lucifel's Ideal World v.3
—The world is ugly, he once declared.
Chaos is inevitable in this world. Pure good can’t be achieved, and pure evil breaks down. And these two extremes are always incompatible with each other. There is still some evil in a good world. That is how the world is, and it is what continues to create ugly things. Evil sneers at good, and good rages over evil. But, in a world where good and evil oppose each other, there is a group that is far more numerous that always appears.
That is ‘grey’. Neither good nor evil. A group that drifts through life haphazardly and merely exists. They don’t believe in goodness and are simply proud that they aren’t evil. Even though they affirm evil acts, they deny evil intentions. They happily say that ‘I am not evil, I am a good person’ and pardon all forms of cruelty.
They kill people while sneering. They kill people out of contempt. They kill people as part of a game. They use the excuse that they can’t restrain their desires—That’s how humans are. That’s how the world is.
Yes—this world is extremely ugly. Neither dyed by good nor fallen into evil. Unable to decide on a color, the wills of people continue to waver. As long as such evil intentions and such foul-smelling corpses aren’t destroyed.
The world will surely continue to rot eternally.
While wrapped within a curse-like fog in darkness frozen to its core.
He thus concluded.
Powers are off.
Corruptions are off.
Carry-on Weapons are not available.
Other carry-on items are available.
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But also. ]
It was quite dishonorable and I feel like I did something wrong. But I am sorry, Lucifel. Attempting to rob the fake Doodle was necessary. Because I wanted to show you that this world is already flawed. And because I have come to bring you back home with me.
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Yes. Indeed, it's still flawed. I'm still working on it.
. . .
Still, you know, I already knew all of that.
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We need you there.
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Can't I dream for just a little longer. . . ?
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The longer you stay there, the longer hell will continue to try and keep you inside this fantasy.
[His brows knit ]
I know that...sometimes reality is painful. So much so that we wish we could forget it or simply live in a different universe where the terrible things that have befallen us have not happened.
Our dreams... can feel like the most comfortable place to reside, but a false dream... is dangerous. If you get too comfortable you will become stuck inside your own mind, and there is no way that hell will allow it to remain pleasant for long.
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It feels warm, with a steady and slow vibration under your foot that seems to synchronize with your own heart. ]
I know. I know. . .
I just thought. . . maybe, I might be able to get better at it, here. . .
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He steps back, hesitating for a moment. Lucifel is right there though.
His brows knit in frustration. ]
We can figure it out... discuss it at home. Away from the producers. Do not let them use your heart and your wishes like this. In a world where no one has the ability to defy you or your wishes... how will that help you achieve your goals outside of this place? It gives you no practice at all.
[ . . . He's going to step forward again. If he can march forward fast enough to him, then-- perhaps he can reach him before sinking. ]
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[ reaching out to him; even if levi sinks a little, as long as he holds onto lucifel he won't sink completely ]
—It isn't that, but rather. . .
When I've finished with all of that. . .
Maybe—I might be able to start letting go of my grief.
. . . I can't even imagine that kind of world, so I thought I should try, here. . . In the ideal world, where things do go completely my way, where there's nothing to stop me.
. . .
It's impossible, though.
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I wish that I knew how to help you through your grief. I do not know if it will ever fully be able to disappear. But... we can still continue to try and move forward. We can make new memories and rely on one another. Doodle, SensitIV, Miss Aradia, and everyone else... we are all here for you.
You do not need this place to accomplish that. We will not leave your side... please allow us to help you, rather than rely on a prison of the producers.
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Please don't misunderstand, Aniki. I was never in danger of not waking up—I'm well aware of this prison, and the bars thereof. But a tool should be used when a tool is given, for as long as it can be used.
. . . This place is no longer useful, to me. So, it's almost time to leave it.
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. . . What do you mean? You--
Does this mean you will come with us willingly?
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[ OF COURSE, HE'S GOTTA BE DIFFICULT. ]
I am not going to release you until you comply...!!!
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You'll want to get out of the Grail.
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T-That is the grail...?
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That's right.
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. . . Dream magic.
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The dragon's claw is sacred! I would never abuse its power for something other than protection!
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