Hizumi Mizushiro. 16. Clone of Yaiba Mizushiro. The Devil, fated to destroy humanity. Life expectancy: 18-19 years. Complications due to the cloning process have resulted in genetic abnormalities leading to decreased functionality of internal organs until death. Other than organ failure, the only other possible cause of death is by Ayumu Narumi.
The text begins in a neat print, shifting to a handwritten scrawl as the words continue.
Created with high charisma and intelligence to draw in friends and companions to assist in the destruction of humanity upon reaching adulthood. As the Devil, I can’t connect with others. But even a fake relationship is better than none at all.
I don’t want to be abandoned again. But I can’t be saved, either. So I’ll maintain what I can get to avoid that dark loneliness again. If I try to wish for things that can’t be granted, I won’t be able to hold it together anymore.
It would be so much easier if I could accept death.
I wish I could have been saved.
There are a few more blank pages, and then the beginning of a timeline listing out events in Hizumi’s life: Birth, transferal to a foster family, meeting Kiyotaka Narumi, studies, travels, meeting Ayumu, final meeting with Ayumu, and then his time spent in Imeeji. The line stretches on to the end of the book with plenty of blank space after the various games and events he’s participated in, eventually ending in Graduation > Return Home > Death.
[and time to mosey onto one of those chained pens . . .
As the Devil, I can connect with others.
But I can’t can be saved, either. So I’ll maintain what I can get to avoid that dark loneliness again. If I try to wish for things that can’t be granted, I won’t be able to hold it together anymore. Something new might grow, and that's scary. I've been hurt by wishing before. But I still have dreams.
I wish I could have been saved. something would save me.
oh, and just going to scratch out Graduation, Return Home, Death, don't need those either]
[The words have been written - or scratched out and edited, in some cases. Is there anything else he'd like to add, or will he continue perusing the library/head elsewhere?
The bell is also tolling again. The wild roses have reached the desk upon which the explorers’ books lay.]
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Hizumi Mizushiro. 16. Clone of Yaiba Mizushiro. The Devil, fated to destroy humanity. Life expectancy: 18-19 years. Complications due to the cloning process have resulted in genetic abnormalities leading to decreased functionality of internal organs until death. Other than organ failure, the only other possible cause of death is by Ayumu Narumi.
The text begins in a neat print, shifting to a handwritten scrawl as the words continue.
Created with high charisma and intelligence to draw in friends and companions to assist in the destruction of humanity upon reaching adulthood. As the Devil, I can’t connect with others. But even a fake relationship is better than none at all.
I don’t want to be abandoned again. But I can’t be saved, either. So I’ll maintain what I can get to avoid that dark loneliness again. If I try to wish for things that can’t be granted, I won’t be able to hold it together anymore.
It would be so much easier if I could accept death.
I wish I could have been saved.
There are a few more blank pages, and then the beginning of a timeline listing out events in Hizumi’s life: Birth, transferal to a foster family, meeting Kiyotaka Narumi, studies, travels, meeting Ayumu, final meeting with Ayumu, and then his time spent in Imeeji. The line stretches on to the end of the book with plenty of blank space after the various games and events he’s participated in, eventually ending in Graduation > Return Home > Death.
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As the Devil,I can connect with others.But I
can’tcan be saved,either. So I’ll maintain what I can get to avoid that dark loneliness again. If I try to wish for things that can’t be granted, I won’t be able to hold it together anymore. Something new might grow, and that's scary. I've been hurt by wishing before. But I still have dreams.I wish
I could have been saved.something would save me.oh, and just going to scratch out Graduation, Return Home, Death, don't need those either]
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The bell is also tolling again. The wild roses have reached the desk upon which the explorers’ books lay.]
Re: LIBRARY - cw suicidal ideation
Re: LIBRARY - cw suicidal ideation