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Izanagi's Heart Game - Session #3
They say
that snowdrops were formed
as a gift from an angel
bequeathed unto Eve
a symbol of hope and rebirth...
They say
that snowdrops were formed
as a gift from an angel
bequeathed unto Eve
a symbol of hope and rebirth...
Re: Library - cw: suicidal ideation
Hizumi Mizushiro. 16. Clone of Yaiba Mizushiro. The Devil, fated to destroy humanity. Life expectancy: 18-19 years. Complications due to the cloning process have resulted in genetic abnormalities leading to decreased functionality of internal organs until death. Other than organ failure, the only other possible cause of death is by Ayumu Narumi.
The text begins in a neat print, shifting to a handwritten scrawl as the words continue.
Created with high charisma and intelligence to draw in friends and companions to assist in the destruction of humanity upon reaching adulthood. As the Devil, I can’t connect with others. But even a fake relationship is better than none at all.
I don’t want to be abandoned again. But I can’t be saved, either. So I’ll maintain what I can get to avoid that dark loneliness again. If I try to wish for things that can’t be granted, I won’t be able to hold it together anymore.
It would be so much easier if I could accept death.
I wish I could have been saved.
There are a few more blank pages, and then the beginning of a timeline listing out events in Hizumi’s life: Birth, transferal to a foster family, meeting Kiyotaka Narumi, studies, travels, meeting Ayumu, final meeting with Ayumu, and then his time spent in Imeeji. The line stretches on to the end of the book with plenty of blank space after the various games and events he’s participated in, eventually ending in Graduation > Return Home > Death.
Re: Library - cw: suicidal ideation
ow.
why can't he just. go to someone else's world after graduation? others have done that, haven't they?]
Re: Library - cw: suicidal ideation
Re: Library - cw: suicidal ideation
he sets to cross over "go home" and "death" first and then he makes a note at the end of the timeline in the book.
Go to another world to find a solution. and to the side in the margin of the scrawl, he simply writes I think I've connected with you and I'm grateful for that.
then he closes that book and puts it at the center of the desk before he picks up his own to add a few more words at the end of the text Izanagi has written about him.
I insist because you're kind and I enjoy your company.
I was created as a legacy of my father, with only his ambition and goal in mind. I have three siblings before me who were deemed "failures". I'm still scared I'll grow up to be like him, but... I know I'm my own person too. And it helps to have friends encourage me. Like you did. Why would you be nice to me if you didn't consider me a friend?]
Re: Library - cw: suicidal ideation
Although those wild roses do seem intent on climbing their way over the books, too. That's probably not great.]
Re: Library - cw: suicidal ideation
he'll try a drop of poison on the roses too]
Re: Library - cw: suicidal ideation
Re: Library - cw: suicidal ideation
it seems he's done here, so he'll return to the hallway]
Re: Library - cw: suicidal ideation