You’re studying hard - sometimes it’s English, or biology, or chemistry. The textbooks before you are weighty, but you know what you’re doing is important, will affect so many people - will save so many people. So, you have to work hard (even though the knowledge seems to click easily enough into your brain as is) so that one day, your studies can bear fruit. There’s so many people (wait, who?) who need saving, and you will be their savior. You will give everyone hope.
You’re going to be a hero. And you can’t wait.
...Or at least, that's the scene you believe yourself to be in for a brief moment. Once you return to the present, you find the completed mixture in front of you, a strange iridescent color. And, should you check, your badge is glowing faintly as one of the fragments goes from clear to gold.
[ while he has the energy to he's editing his own book too
Ayumu Narumi, or Chrysanthemum. A member of LiliS. A clone of God, and the only one who can kill the clone of the Devil.Kiyotaka Narumi. Doesn’t participate in games much; if I had to guess he probably avoids hitting BARiTONES when he can.
The only otherA person I can truly connect with, and the most important person in any world. He wants us to go to another world where we can be healed once we Graduate. But what’s the point if we’re forced to turn on each other anyway? Based on what Yvette said, along with my own plans, he’ll probably end up alone. They need to communicate. I’ll have to try Yvette. ]
[ Hizumi Mizushiro. 16. Clone of Yaiba Mizushiro. The Devil, fated to destroy humanity. Life expectancy: 18-19 years. Complications due to the cloning process have resulted in genetic abnormalities leading to decreased functionality of internal organs until death. Other than organ failure, the only other possible cause of death is by Ayumu Narumi.
Created with high charisma and intelligence to draw in friends and companions to assist in the destruction of humanity upon reaching adulthood. As the Devil, I can’t connect with others. But even a fake relationship is better than none at all.
I don’t want to be abandoned again. But I can’t be saved, either. So I’ll maintain what I can get to avoid that dark loneliness again. If I try to wish for things that can’t be granted, I won’t be able to hold it together anymore.
It would be so much easier if I could accept death.
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What are you mixing.]
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You’re going to be a hero. And you can’t wait.
...Or at least, that's the scene you believe yourself to be in for a brief moment. Once you return to the present, you find the completed mixture in front of you, a strange iridescent color. And, should you check, your badge is glowing faintly as one of the fragments goes from clear to gold.
You've found another Fragment.
1/
hope. that memory was hope. but he
frick
frick
frick
FRICK ]
2/3
no calm down.
the metaphor of love applying here doesn't make sense.
besides that, this was before he fell into despair. so— ]
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he doesn't get any do-overs. just do it.
spraying the wild rose down ]
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You still have half a bottle of poison left.]
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be strong, my legs, do not turn into jelly now
starting to leave the library but remembering the books—
coming back over, to grab a pen and open hizumi's book to just. cross out "Return Home > Death" ]
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Ayumu Narumi, or Chrysanthemum. A member of LiliS. A clone of
God, and the only one who can kill the clone of the Devil.Kiyotaka Narumi. Doesn’t participate in games much; if I had to guess he probably avoids hitting BARiTONES when he can.The only otherA person I can truly connect with, and the most important person in any world. He wants us to go to another world where we can be healed once we Graduate.But what’s the point if we’re forced to turn on each other anyway?Based on what Yvette said, along with my own plans, he’ll probably end up alone. They need to communicate. I’ll have to try Yvette. ]Re: Library - cw: suicidal ideation
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The Devil, fated to destroy humanity.Life expectancy: 18-19 years. Complications due to the cloning process have resulted in genetic abnormalities leading to decreased functionality of internal organs until death.Other than organ failure, the only other possible cause of death is by Ayumu Narumi.Created with high charisma and intelligence to draw in friends and companions to assist in the destruction of humanity upon reaching adulthood.
As the Devil, I can’t connect with others. But even a fake relationship is better than none at all.I don’t want to be abandoned again.
But I can’t be saved, either.So I’ll maintain what I can get to avoid that dark loneliness again. If I try to wish for things that can’t be granted, I won’t be able to hold it together anymore.It would be so much easier if I could accept death.
I wish I could
havebeensaved.. . .
. . .
ok that's it. ]
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