despite having stabbed myself the hallucination of avenger kissing me but like i'm over here does not seem to have gone away? but if i'm over here and also over there then who's me
thinking . . .
thinking . . . ]
Oh—I understand n—
[
looking at heartlucifel like he's a weird thing. like how cats look at cucumbers ]
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Lucifel looks surprised but he doesn't struggle, even as that water-y "blood" and oats both start to spill out of the wound and he gags as the liquid fills his mouth ]
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but he really does not have the willpower to point that out after feasting on heartlucifel so he's kissing back eagerly, drinking up that springwater blood]
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makes a vague happy noise into the kiss, letting himself pretend for a moment that everything's fine and nothing's wrong and they aren't incredibly fucked up]
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[ when Doodle detaches he'll look too --
hmmm
this is awkward
he steps towards real-Lucifel. ]
It's such a waste, all that blood just spilling.
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despite having stabbed myself the hallucination of avenger kissing me but like i'm over here does not seem to have gone away? but if i'm over here and also over there then who's me
thinking . . .
thinking . . . ]
Oh—I understand n—
[
looking at heartlucifel like he's a weird thing. like how cats look at cucumbers ]
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[looks at realifel
looks back to heartifel
oh shit that's right i remember now
oh shit i hecked up]
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heart-Lucifel will be grabbing a cup, holding it up to Lucifel's wound to catch the blood that's coming out. use every part of the Lucifel! ]
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staring down at the heart lucifel like ???? ]
Avenger.
[ a beat, as he looks around ]
Is this all—me?
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[he hates this he hates it he hates it]
I was- I was really hungry, and you- this guy- he was-
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Are you hungry too?
[ heart-Lucifel asks regular-Lucifel, looking at him curiously. ]
You can have anything you want.
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Calm down, Avenger.
[ stepping away from heartlucifel. not closer to doodle just away. ]
Ah, do you have a knife?
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Why do you want a knife?
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[ taking it ]
Oh, thank you.
[ and then promptly trying to stab heartlucifel in the throat with it
cw still applies ]
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that. actually makes sense]
...You could've just asked me to do that.
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[ how could he have possible foreseen this
Lucifel looks surprised but he doesn't struggle, even as that water-y "blood" and oats both start to spill out of the wound and he gags as the liquid fills his mouth ]
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I wanted to do it myself.
[ very even in tone, but the tone itself is not quite right for the situation ]
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[not... really sure how to respond to that...]
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the flesh tries to re-form around that but it's hard to heal through decapitation. heart-Lucifel's body slumps as his head falls off --
and around them, the wild oats are starting to wither... ]
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beckoning doodle closer ]
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but he really does not have the willpower to point that out after feasting on heartlucifel so he's kissing back eagerly, drinking up that springwater blood]
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hums against his lips, dropping the knife to pet doodle on the head ]
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makes a vague happy noise into the kiss, letting himself pretend for a moment that everything's fine and nothing's wrong and they aren't incredibly fucked up]
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pulling back after a little, looking him down
and then, smiling, like he's just seen something precious ]
Are you still hungry?
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You can't have any of this one, but you can have the rest. I'm going to find the rest of the flowers.
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