justfuckingtryit: (With the other masquerades)

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[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-29 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
[He reaches out, careful, to touch one]

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[personal profile] ninuanni 2021-01-29 05:26 am (UTC)(link)
You touch the scar, and it is as soothing as clear water; as restorative as fresh bread and long-awaited sleep.

You feel rested; renewed. You feel loved.

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[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-29 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
[He jerks his fingers back, as though he's been burned - pulls them in close]

[He angles his head just the right way, so that the hair obscures his expression, though of course there is no one here to see]

[It takes him a minute or two, to pull it together enough to head out of the room again, toward the room marked with Hellfire's name]

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[personal profile] ninuanni 2021-01-29 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
Up close, you can see that there is quite a bit of extra detail on and around this door. In fact, the whole doorframe is surrounded with photos and knickknacks, like some kind of magpie’s scrapbook: there are various photos of BAD END members, of pep!pep! at the beach, of the garden at ☆ZRAEL; there are snack wrappers from the conbini; a dangling tsum tsum of Scythe; a neat-looking leaf from the park; a handprint in what looks like old blood.

Beneath the name “HELLFIRE” (the katakana are enthusiastically oversized) are many other names:
“Kiri,” “Cut Through All Foes,” “Khrysaor, Temptation of Angels,” and—written like an addendum to that last one—a fourth, which is not in katakana but rather some strange script that makes your vision blur at the edges: “Khysael.”

Most prominent of all, though, is the carved crest on the door: a detailed lotus and aconite, twining together into one whole. And you understand, intuitively, that this is as much a name as all the others.
justfuckingtryit: (Across the skies)

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[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-29 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
[He spends a moment just looking through all of the things on the door - reaches out, finally, to touch the lotus and the aconite]

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[personal profile] ninuanni 2021-01-29 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
A certainty: that these are your (her) flowers, as much a part of you as your cutting edge:

Lotus, Key of the Descending Angel.
Aconite, Key of Rage.

(In fact, if Lumen has read Hellfire's profile before, he may recall that it says exactly that.)
justfuckingtryit: (And you heard the sparrows)

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[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-29 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
[Hmm]

[He has read her profile before, and he makes the connection - lingers a moment longer, before trying the door to see if it's open]

1/2

[personal profile] ninuanni 2021-01-29 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
It is indeed open.

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[personal profile] ninuanni 2021-01-29 05:47 am (UTC)(link)
You push open the door and—

—smell blood on the wind. The rest of the dorm falls away, and you find yourself on the battlefield.

…Or the remnants of one, in any event. It’s not just blood on the breeze, but the sickening smell of spilled entrails, and the groans of dying men: You really did it! You slew them all. The one who wielded lays in the blood-soaked soil beside you—and it is his own blood which has soaked it. His lamellar has broken apart around the head of the spear that pierced through his gut, but his face is still set in a howl of triumph.



It isn’t any particular battlefield, or any particular warrior. You loved them all, but there were so many, and you were wielded again and again and again.



In the distance, past the tattered flags and corpses of men and horses, is the sheen of what looks like a pond.
justfuckingtryit: (And at the corner of the street)

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[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-29 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
[He presses his lips together in a firm line, at the smell of blood and the sight of the remnants of battle - presses onward, toward the pond]

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[personal profile] ninuanni 2021-01-29 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
The surface of the pond is mirror-smooth, and reflects velvet-dark night sky, moonless and glimmering with stars—and each and every one of those stars is falling.


It is peaceful here. And you know: here, in the water, is the way home.
justfuckingtryit: (And yet the menace of the years)

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[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-29 06:20 am (UTC)(link)
[...well]

[Time to head home, then]

[Wading into the pond]

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[personal profile] ninuanni 2021-01-29 06:23 am (UTC)(link)
To find her, drown yourself in a circle of stars.
justfuckingtryit: (Across the skies)

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[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-29 06:29 am (UTC)(link)
[He peers up at the sky, scanning for a circle of stars - then gazes out at the water's surface, looking for the reflection]

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[personal profile] ninuanni 2021-01-29 06:34 am (UTC)(link)
The mirror-dark surface of the water stretches out around you: a vast circle. Above you and around you, reflected in the water, the stars continue to fall.

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[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-29 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
[Well]



[...well]

[He ducks his head under the surface of the water - begins to swim downward, toward the bottom]

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[personal profile] ninuanni 2021-01-30 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
It is dark, in the deeps, like the dark of the sky had come down into the water itself. In fact, it is too dark to see anything; you can only feel how far the dark stretches: a welcoming void.


...But you haven't found anything yet, and your lungs are starting to strain.

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[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-30 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
[He pushes on - keeps going, down into the dark]
Edited 2021-01-30 02:13 (UTC)

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[personal profile] ninuanni 2021-01-30 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
If you keep on like this, you're liable to drown.

Is that alright with you?
Edited 2021-01-30 02:17 (UTC)
justfuckingtryit: (And at the corner of the street)

Re: CHARACTER ROOMS

[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-30 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
[It is]

[He keeps going]
Edited 2021-01-30 02:31 (UTC)

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[personal profile] ninuanni 2021-01-30 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
It's hard to drown yourself, even intentionally. Every instinct of the body fights against it.

...But you hold yourself under, and you let the water fill your lungs as you submerge yourself completely.

It seems as though the water reflects the void not just on the surface but underneath, for it is dark, too dark to see anything—but there is not need to be afraid, for here the void is right, it is warm, it is good—and though it looked to only be a pond it's so, so much deeper than that, and you find yourself like a weight, sinking

down, and

down, and



down.









You emerge from the water to a starry sky.