widenessofthesea: (even the hunters sometimes)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-30 03:45 pm (UTC)(link)
So your opinion is that the roses should go. But we don't know what the others mean.
justfuckingtryit: (How charged with punishments)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-30 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Some of them are okay, I think.

[He lifts his own arm, which is growing lotuses and aconite]

These showed up when I shared a memory of us together with her.
widenessofthesea: (the bewilderment)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-30 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she peers over at the line of little flowers— ]

Those are the flowers engraved on her door, aren't they?
justfuckingtryit: (Across the skies)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-30 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know shit about flowers, but - they look the same.
widenessofthesea: (will diminish like an echo)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-30 09:19 pm (UTC)(link)
So, I suppose that means they represent her, in some way.

"Aconite, key of rage": do you think she seems particularly angry?
justfuckingtryit: (And yet the menace of the years)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-30 09:23 pm (UTC)(link)
When I touched them earlier it was something like -

[Please hold while he struggles to put feelings into words]

- rage that stays with you. Pain that defines you. That gives meaning.
widenessofthesea: (sooner or later)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-30 09:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah...

...ah, I see.

That really fits in with all of us.
justfuckingtryit: (And you heard the sparrows)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-30 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
It really does.
widenessofthesea: (will diminish like an echo)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-30 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)






What do you think about what she is, Lumen? Not who, but what.
justfuckingtryit: (Across the skies)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-30 11:31 pm (UTC)(link)
She just is what she is, and who she is, same as anyone else.
widenessofthesea: (join your word to theirs)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-30 11:53 pm (UTC)(link)
What about the parts of her that aren't the same as anyone else? The part of her that was on that battlefield.

I mean this in an objective way; I think the true answer is important to what we do next.
justfuckingtryit: (And you heard the sparrows)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-31 12:22 am (UTC)(link)
In what way?
widenessofthesea: (after three days of rain)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-02-06 07:46 pm (UTC)(link)
I suppose because if we cannot accept parts of her, it'll be hard to let go of the wild roses.
justfuckingtryit: (but I’m too clever)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-02-07 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
...fuck. Yeah.
widenessofthesea: (by loving custom lightly)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-02-09 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
I don't think any of them are necessarily a bad thing, if I'm understanding correctly. Just that she's at a bit of a crossroads.
justfuckingtryit: (Across the skies)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-02-09 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
So she's trying to figure out which way to go.
widenessofthesea: (the wheels go on praying)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-02-13 06:15 pm (UTC)(link)
It seems so. And it falls to us to aid her.
justfuckingtryit: (And you heard the sparrows)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-02-13 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
We should go with the one that's going to make her happier, shouldn't we?
widenessofthesea: (no color but that of the grey)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-02-13 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
If only that were so easy of a question.

I wonder, though—

...where does that anger come from, for her?
justfuckingtryit: (Across the skies)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-02-14 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
This is the representation of her, isn't it?

There must be clues somewhere.
widenessofthesea: (today the sun is farther than we think)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-02-14 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
So we'll search.

I'm going to talk to the... fellow and the centaur over there, to see if there's anything else to be gleaned; I'll let you know if I can find another place to go, from here.
justfuckingtryit: (And you heard the sparrows)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-02-14 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Mm, all right. We can meet up when we're done.