widenessofthesea: (the wheels go on praying)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-04-18 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the white flowers... star of bethlehem? hm.

she tucks some hair a little more out of her face, and looks toward Leli—and then nods to Quentin. ]

Thank you. I think I will do that, in fact.

[ and: onward ]
ninuanni: (leli ✦ the quest)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] ninuanni 2021-04-18 05:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Indeed, they appear to be snowdrops, sprouting here and there at the bases of the crumbling bridges, and then more and more frequently as you head towards the center of the moonlit clearing, until the ground is almost blanketed in white.

And there, sitting on a toppled stone by the largest of the pools of water, is a woman with pale skin, night-dark hair, and a distant, sorrowful expression. She is looking up at the stars.
widenessofthesea: (one must always)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-04-18 05:19 pm (UTC)(link)
...Madam Leli. If I could have a moment of your time.

[ just gonna shove down all the discomfort about the fact that she's talking to a fallen angel,

like she's already in hell. it can't get worse, technically. ]
ninuanni: (leli ✦ the moon)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] ninuanni 2021-04-18 05:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Leli's movements are almost languid as she turns, eventually looking down at you from her perch. Something about her looks... wounded, somehow, though you would be hard-pressed to name which part of her is actually hurt.

".....Why are you... here?"

It's that same delicate voice from the memory of shattering.
widenessofthesea: (join your word to theirs)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-04-18 05:26 pm (UTC)(link)
...

...that's a very good question. For Hellfire. Kiri, that is.

She seems to be having a bit of a crisis, to be frank.
ninuanni: (leli ✦ injustice)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] ninuanni 2021-04-18 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
The fallen angel's brows furrow (though that expression, too, looks almost fragile on her).

"Scars are proof of survival. She is one... who can survive being broken—usually."

Another thing you realize, about Leli: even if you were in a dark and empty time, a hurting time, a ruined and compromised time in your life; even if you understood one day that you had failed, that you had wasted yourself and your opportunities—even then, she would always be with you. Whether or not you wanted her to be.

"But right now... she does not have every fragment. She is not...whole."
widenessofthesea: (will diminish like an echo)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-04-18 05:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Is that so...

[ that's. uncomfortable, in a way, maybe because...

...well, should a fallen angel feel like what God is supposed to be? ]

...what is she missing, then?
ninuanni: (leli ✦ the quest)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] ninuanni 2021-04-18 06:14 pm (UTC)(link)
"I—" Leli's gaze goes distant. "—cannot say. Something that... I cannot imagine. Something that I must have given her."

She looks at you again. "But it cannot exist here."

At the base of the stone, another snowdrop pushes up through the soil.
widenessofthesea: (out of the bird)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-04-18 06:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she crouches to look at the flower, holding the blossom between her fingers. ]

The sort of thing that can't be remade quite the same way again, then.
ninuanni: (leli ✦ injustice)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] ninuanni 2021-04-18 06:28 pm (UTC)(link)
"What is broken is never remade exactly as it once was. I am not... what I once was.
"But none are less worthy for having been changed, or having been broken. We are all... impure, and beloved."

A pause. "...Yet there is hole in the heart of Kiri, Temptation of Angels, Cut Through All Foes. In that emptiness, there is only... 𝓝ot."

Once again, there is that strange sense of her voice being overlaid with another's.
Edited 2021-04-18 18:29 (UTC)
widenessofthesea: (and its court)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-04-18 06:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ said as if to confirm it to herself: ]

Which is to say—as that gentleman over there told me—that which lies outside Creation, which would destroy the world.

...I'd imagine that's hard, for someone who has such wholehearted enthusiasm for everyone and everything she encounters.
ninuanni: (✦ abhorrent)

Re: CHANCEL LELI

[personal profile] ninuanni 2021-09-27 05:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[ to be continued ]