Imeeji Idol Productions ([personal profile] idolpro) wrote2021-02-05 10:50 pm

AVANTE EN GARDE



When the door unlocks, you can enter your room where the door locks again behind you. The entire room is simply a giant kotatsu couch combo in your unit colors. It's warm and comfy.

There are little oranges and fresh water to drink as well.
calmthefoxdown: (A second longer thought.)

Re: Submission

[personal profile] calmthefoxdown 2021-02-07 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
1 Point (7)
My brother is Silver.
Silver's also my twin.
I don't have any other siblings.
I have two parents, a mother and a father.
Both of my parents are alive as far as I'm aware.
Both of my parents are always traveling for work, so I didn't see them very much growing up and even now.
I also have a grandmother whom Silver and I lived with when we were young.

2 Points (4)
Silver and I moved out to live on our own at the start of high school.
Silver is the most important person in my life.

3 Points (6)
I love my grandmother more than my parents.
I love Silver more than my grandmother.

5 Points (5)
Silver is the older twin.

6 Points (12)
I view Shrike like an older sister, even though I'm still uncomfortable really saying it.
I view Nero like an older brother, even though I'm still uncomfortable really saying it.

9 Points (72)
When I first arrived in Imeeji, I placed trying to fit in with Avante over protecting my brother.
I offered Wild City as a target during a game, before I knew bad games existed, even knowing Silver was playing in the game.
I relied on Wild City to take care of him in my place and be his family since they could be there for him.
I got jealous of how close he ended up becoming with Wild City even though I'm the one who pushed him to it.
I was an absolute shit to him with all of my lack of trust.
I want to make it up to him for the way I was before.
I'm really awkward about recognizing other people as anything resembling family, because I was so shitty to my own real one and I'm worried about making him feel the way I felt before.

Total Points: 97
gigadevilbreaker: (Ah...)

Re: Submission

[personal profile] gigadevilbreaker 2021-02-07 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
Gold...

Those early days were really rough on you guys.
calmthefoxdown: (Tiresome ordeals.)

Re: Submission

[personal profile] calmthefoxdown 2021-02-07 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
I probably made them out to be way worse then they actually were. But it doesn't really change the dumb decisions I made as a result.
gigadevilbreaker: (Conflicted smile)

Re: Submission

[personal profile] gigadevilbreaker 2021-02-07 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
...I'm glad you felt like you could say all that, though.

And that things're better with you two now.
calmthefoxdown: (The voice of tiredness.)

Re: Submission

[personal profile] calmthefoxdown 2021-02-07 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
I've wanted to, for a while. I know I've been weird about family stuff to you but I wasn't really ready to tell you why.

... Mm. I wanna do right by him. And us, as brothers.
gigadevilbreaker: (Lost in thoughts)

Re: Submission

[personal profile] gigadevilbreaker 2021-02-07 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
I get it. I mean, being torn between your unit and your blood family is never gonna feel good. Even I feel awkward thinking about it, and I didn't even know my dad - but you've actually had to choose.
softlyfalling: (when you're always drifting out to sea)

Re: Submission

[personal profile] softlyfalling 2021-02-07 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
Ah...

...you didn't have to say all that, but I'm glad you did, just because—well, I had an inkling that it was hard on you, but not... the exact way it was. And I want to be your reliable older sister, after all.
calmthefoxdown: (I'll live in your heart.)

Re: Submission

[personal profile] calmthefoxdown 2021-02-07 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
I'd been wanting to talk to you and Nero about it, but it's also kinda a weird thing to bring up outta the blue. So I might as well have taken this chance over any other, since it's just Avante in here.
softlyfalling: (and that's enough for today)

Re: Submission

[personal profile] softlyfalling 2021-02-07 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
I hope, then, that we can help make things easier on both of you in the future.