"I've been given reasons to... want an outside perspective, yes. I'm someone frequently characterized by her confidence, but it is, occasionally, a double-edged sword."
Hope frowns. "I think if I was listening properly, it came from the direction of the computer center or the writing lounge... I'd appreciate it," she says. "I have a lot of papers to grade."
[ a little sigh, and she straightens her shoulders, businesslike. ]
I'll take a look, then, and report back. If your academy is being invaded by hostile forces, that is something I am uniquely qualified to deal with, after all.
[ she is probably at least half joking. which is to say: not entirely. ]
In the end, though—you say you are looking for meaning, but... I am not certain I'd call that the right approach. —Or the just approach, rather.
[ turning the rest of the way around as she realizes she has more to say, here ]
I do not understand the sorcery you were studying with that young woman, your apprentice. But it harmed her, and in a way that looked troublingly fundamental. To say that there is a more important meaning to be found in this—whether or not that's true, there's something backwards in it, to me. You fucked up, as we said. That is what to take from this: that you have an obligation, now—to do everything in your power to redress it.
In contrast, I cannot imagine that Paula is helped very much at all by her suffering serving as a moral lesson. Not any moral lesson that does not demand action, at least.
"Well, I won't cause you to break the ethics code by giving you too much. But I think... with that kind of perspective... hm." She taps her fingers on the desk. "Once you investigate what you wanted to go look at, I'd say perhaps you should go visit the Retrospectives section."
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Do you trust your own judgment so little?
...Or is it what I just saw, putting it in doubt.
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"I've been given reasons to... want an outside perspective, yes. I'm someone frequently characterized by her confidence, but it is, occasionally, a double-edged sword."
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[ blunt ] You fucked up, yes.
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1/2
Well. A great deal gets forgiven in this city when it is called "good intentions" or "necessary sacrifice" or both.
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She jolts upright in her seat. ]
What in the gods was that?
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"...hm. I'm not sure. That doesn't usually happen."
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I should hope not.
[ a pause, looking back over her shoulder ] I'm inclined to investigate.
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[ a little sigh, and she straightens her shoulders, businesslike. ]
I'll take a look, then, and report back.
If your academy is being invaded by hostile forces, that is something I am uniquely qualified to deal with, after all.
[ she is probably at least half joking. which is to say: not entirely. ]
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[ She makes to leave, but then pauses. ]
....Do you truly want me to read all I can, here? I am no scholar, but perhaps this sort of subject does not need one.
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In the end, though—you say you are looking for meaning, but... I am not certain I'd call that the right approach. —Or the just approach, rather.
[ turning the rest of the way around as she realizes she has more to say, here ]
I do not understand the sorcery you were studying with that young woman, your apprentice. But it harmed her, and in a way that looked troublingly fundamental. To say that there is a more important meaning to be found in this—whether or not that's true, there's something backwards in it, to me. You fucked up, as we said. That is what to take from this: that you have an obligation, now—to do everything in your power to redress it.
In contrast, I cannot imagine that Paula is helped very much at all by her suffering serving as a moral lesson. Not any moral lesson that does not demand action, at least.
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"Well, I won't cause you to break the ethics code by giving you too much. But I think... with that kind of perspective... hm." She taps her fingers on the desk. "Once you investigate what you wanted to go look at, I'd say perhaps you should go visit the Retrospectives section."
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I'll be back, then.
[ with that, she turns to go—for real this time. so: where was that sound actually coming from? ]
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