When you open this set of books... the lights start to flicker? I'd say like the power's going to go out but also Creation doesn't do electricity. I'm not sure if that makes it more or less concerning.
I'd have asked the same for myself as a child, were there any way for it to happen. I wouldn't now, but only because I've had the time and been given the opportunity to live for something other than the most base and bestial form of the hunt.
That child did not have that time, nor that opportunity. She was never going to. The world she lived in would have never allowed it, just as mine wouldn't have for myself. Death is often a mercy for both the dead and the living, and sometimes the only kind and loving thing to do is to end a life.
No, he was really wrong. It was simpler than that, wasn't it? You were afraid. Not of them, but of extremes. Of yourself. And you convinced everyone it was strength.
A bold strategy, one with far more benefits than can be gained with mere strength. Strength does not forge one's vulnerabilities into armour. It only allows one to pulverize those stupid enough to get too close.
Strength is for fools who lose entire kingdoms to a stray arrow. Fear, leveraged properly, is survival.
Where's that confidence that everyone loves you for?
Understanding that a situation that is less than ideal is exactly that is not a lack of confidence, nor is guilt for one's culpability in the occurrence of said situation. Confidence is something that can only be displayed through action, not through thought - one cannot falter before they have taken a step.
Then you'll die, and you'll die stupidly at that. If not fear, what would allow you to tell the difference between a beneficial course of action and a destructive course of action? Rationality, or some other idiotic invention of the "civilized" made to allow people to pretend they're not as scared of the dark as they were in the times before they were given light?
Perfect love exists only in a perfect world. One where we do not suffer the tyranny of life.
That is the world that all living things should fight for, for their own benefit, but it is not the one we live in. So until such a time comes, you would have to rely on rationality.
And what is rationality but the fear of being wrong? The fear of a world that isn't dissectable? The fear that not everything can be controlled? It is the fear that drives people to measure time and then act as if having done so gives them some power over its passage.
And there's nothing wrong with that. It's only when you try to force the world itself to believe that you're right even when you aren't that it becomes a problem.
Otherwise, it's just being scared of something that hurts you. And there's no shame in that.
As I wrote, confidence is action and not thought. If you wish to aid those around you by your bravery, becoming fearless only leads to tragedy. You must act, and you must do so without faltering, but to think nothing will go wrong, that you've planned for every eventuality, that you are right and this will work - you risk ignoring what your heart tells you is true. Of course, it does not do to be paralyzed by your fears - confidence is nothing more than accepting them and moving forward with them in mind, lest they destroy you when cast aside or mindlessly obeyed.
In short - all that can be asked of you, when you choose to take on burdens for the sake of others, is that your hands are steady even while your heart trembles.
Mm. Whether it's right or wrong, the alternative is being devoured by a beast like this one in a foolhardy attempt to destroy fear itself. It's not the best way to go.
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Internal Ethics Review of Human Experimentation, Early 21st Cen
On the Nature of Predators, Early 21st Cen
Considerations on Guilt and Moral Responsibility for Actions of Others, Early 21st Cen
When you open this set of books... the lights start to flicker? I'd say like the power's going to go out but also Creation doesn't do electricity. I'm not sure if that makes it more or less concerning.
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they look up and then over to miaosmall ]
Ah, what was that...?
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She frowns. "I wonder if it has anything to do with that noise earlier."
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[ they frown at the books, taking a deep breath. ]
Calm. I'll be calm. "Sam". That was the child's name, then. She really should've killed her as soon as she could have.
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She frowns. "Why do you think so?"
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That child did not have that time, nor that opportunity. She was never going to. The world she lived in would have never allowed it, just as mine wouldn't have for myself. Death is often a mercy for both the dead and the living, and sometimes the only kind and loving thing to do is to end a life.
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"I don't like that the world is like that. That seems wrong."
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Pause. "I'm glad no one killed you, though."
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Thank you.
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She smiles a little bashfully. "What now, then?"
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A bold strategy, one with far more benefits than can be gained with mere strength. Strength does not forge one's vulnerabilities into armour. It only allows one to pulverize those stupid enough to get too close.
Strength is for fools who lose entire kingdoms to a stray arrow. Fear, leveraged properly, is survival.
Where's that confidence that everyone loves you for?
Understanding that a situation that is less than ideal is exactly that is not a lack of confidence, nor is guilt for one's culpability in the occurrence of said situation. Confidence is something that can only be displayed through action, not through thought - one cannot falter before they have taken a step.
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She frowns. "I don't want to be afraid of anything."
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She looks down at her hands, a little bit embarrassed.
"But also I was thinking a little bit about rationality."
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That is the world that all living things should fight for, for their own benefit, but it is not the one we live in. So until such a time comes, you would have to rely on rationality.
And what is rationality but the fear of being wrong? The fear of a world that isn't dissectable? The fear that not everything can be controlled? It is the fear that drives people to measure time and then act as if having done so gives them some power over its passage.
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And there's nothing wrong with that. It's only when you try to force the world itself to believe that you're right even when you aren't that it becomes a problem.
Otherwise, it's just being scared of something that hurts you. And there's no shame in that.
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"...I guess that's. Pretty reasonable? Mom's scared a lot so I thought maybe someone shouldn't be, for all of us."
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In short - all that can be asked of you, when you choose to take on burdens for the sake of others, is that your hands are steady even while your heart trembles.
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"That sounds kind of cool... that's what bravery's supposed to be. I guess—that seems right."
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[ handhold time again ]
Shall we?
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Handhold!!!
"Yes! Let's."
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