But I know I'll have to defend myself if someone tries to hurt me. I can't rely on you or Luci to protect me, and just letting myself die would be a bad idea too...
I was fine with dying, but Luci told me that it was important for me to struggle because he didn't want Lilith to catch me, which is what happens when a death here gets interpreted as a suicide, and Nya had met her once before and lost one of his eyes and grown horns and a tail... but even though I have two eyes he said that he likes both of them inside of my face, which made me a little happy, but because of that I want to try keeping them if I can - if he thinks that I'm cute with two eyes then that means that I don't have much choice, right...?
[ an inhale, ]
... Even if I don't want to hurt anyone, and even if I don't really know how... I'll at least try to defend myself a little...
Um. I thought I'd tried to, y'know... win, for once... so I shot at one of the Hearts, and things got really out of hand... I did some pretty bad stuff. The kids on Heart can't die and I didn't... know that. So...
[ shrugs a little, weakly. ]
Don't got anyone to blame but myself, I guess. Least now I know better.
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So... what do you want to do?
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[ maybe. she looks up. ]
Wanna hide on a roof? I'll take us up there.
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[ PICKS HER UP!!
... and verticality floats up to the roof. ]
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[ this is what happens when you forget you can buy abilities.
she keeps a hold on the sword, but is otherwise pretty quiet and still through the whole trip. ]
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Ow... So, um... I assume you don't want to kill anyone. Right?
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[ a pause, though, ]
But I know I'll have to defend myself if someone tries to hurt me. I can't rely on you or Luci to protect me, and just letting myself die would be a bad idea too...
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[ pauses, head lowered. ]
... I'll defend you as much as I'm able. You know that, right?
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Even if I knew how to do that, I have to keep both eyes inside of my head, so I can't.
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What does that MEAN.
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[ an inhale, ]
... Even if I don't want to hurt anyone, and even if I don't really know how... I'll at least try to defend myself a little...
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... alright. As long as you try to stay alive.
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sitting down closer to. right beside. love req ]
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leans on her a bit, still kinda. shaky. but. ]
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[ tho it occurs to her she actually
can't get down on her own. ]
If we had a rifle, that would be a little easier...
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[ i mean, there's elevators and stuff, it's a building, ]
And nah, I'm good. I'm not too tired to protect us, don't worry. Last round was just kinda rough.
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[ shrugs a little, weakly. ]
Don't got anyone to blame but myself, I guess. Least now I know better.
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... Well, you were just doing your best. If you're worried about it, why don't you apologize to them after the game...?
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And maybe they deserve one for me going overboard but I'm not gonna apologize for trying. They still killed us in the trial, after all.
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