Did anyone tell you that we’re quite unliked here? In one of the earliest
games everyone wanted us to take all these horrible things on ~
[ but in a more somber tone ]
But if you are concerned about dying, you must know that in this situation
it’s up to other people’s whims. So our past actions and our reputations.
Not that trying to mend our reputation has mattered much either.
I have spent this whole time—all of my time believing that. And now, even after... Even though everyone I have met seemed so kind, I cannot... I cannot believe that it matters enough to them. I am nothing compared to the other bonds and grudges they have built up. So I—know.
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Did anyone tell you that we’re quite unliked here? In one of the earliest games everyone wanted us to take all these horrible things on ~
[ but in a more somber tone ]
But if you are concerned about dying, you must know that in this situation it’s up to other people’s whims. So our past actions and our reputations. Not that trying to mend our reputation has mattered much either.
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[ ttttakes a shaky breath ]
I have spent this whole time—all of my time believing that. And now, even after... Even though everyone I have met seemed so kind, I cannot... I cannot believe that it matters enough to them. I am nothing compared to the other bonds and grudges they have built up. So I—know.
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It’s my fault, if that helps.
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... Aries will take care of you no matter what.
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So, what is there to be worried about?
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Why not?
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...
Why do you want to?
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What do you like about being alive?
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So think about that instead, then.