Shirou smiles, obviously pleased by your reaction, and refills the bowl.
The second serving is still delicious, and still holds that sense of justice, but now you can sense something beyond it - desperation, or obsession. A need to reach something unreachable. A promise that remains unfulfilled. A fear of repeating disaster. Guilt, guilt, guilt.
You're a construct of his heart based on a recording of that template, so you're "him," but you're still... for example - if he became human, would he become "you?"
Does that mean that you can't explain it right now? It's okay if you can't, but if you can, then I'd like to hear it... If it's a part of you that's asking me a question, then I want to do the best that I can to answer it, okay?
. . . Um, you know, you aren't like me, so it's fine for you to be selfish, I think... there's nothing wrong with pursuing things like that, but - even if there wasn't anything there "before," there is now, isn't there...? "Angra Mainyu" and that boy that became him - and "Emiya Shirou" and "Irisviel Einzbern" and "Doodleman" - none of those are the same, are they? If gaining humanity means losing what makes you "you," then I think . . .
... Of course, um, no matter what you decide to do, I'll stay with you, and I'll keep loving you, but I think. . . Probably, if that's what it means, and if it's about your happiness, then if you do that, then you'll just become unhappy in other ways, won't you...?
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The second serving is still delicious, and still holds that sense of justice, but now you can sense something beyond it - desperation, or obsession. A need to reach something unreachable. A promise that remains unfulfilled. A fear of repeating disaster. Guilt, guilt, guilt.
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she eats this bowl more slowly, gradually getting more and more stuck in that feeling, in mulling it over . . . ]
... That was really good. Thank you!
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Do you want to hear my question now?"
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What do you mean...?
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You're a construct of his heart based on a recording of that template, so you're "him," but you're still... for example - if he became human, would he become "you?"
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What about the other ways?
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... Of course, um, no matter what you decide to do, I'll stay with you, and I'll keep loving you, but I think. . . Probably, if that's what it means, and if it's about your happiness, then if you do that, then you'll just become unhappy in other ways, won't you...?
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Um... I hope that's a good answer . . . I'm sorry...
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The way ahead is through there."
He points to the corridor leading out to the front door.
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