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Shrike's Heart (#3)
It's not quite a happy smile.
"I'm sorry," she says. "There's just nothing I can do, as things are. But the way is there; it just needs to be lit."
You open your mouth—maybe to say something, or to express confusion—but you have to cough, and taste something metallic, spattering black blood onto the ground in front of you. Then you realize—blood seeps from opening wounds in your arms, your chest, your stomach, your face. It rims your eyes and trails from your nose and you feel like you're dissolving—
—and you fall through the ground like it's the surface of a lake, and go down, down, down.
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This is my home. I built everything here, and it belongs to me. This nonsense [she gestures at the room ] is an unwanted distraction. Clean it up or go. Or I will make you leave.
[ you must spend 1 WILLPOWER to do other than what she tells you. ]
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This is our home. The rest might be yours but here is ours. And none of us will let it be torn down.
[ How much willpower does Gold need to spend to lock her out of the room and protect this place. ]
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but also i realized that this is like
a perpetual willpower generation machine
because you gain +1 WILLPOWER from committing really hard to arguing. you are now at 4.
you may do something particularly spectacular to gain two at once next round to accumulate 5 total.
the woman looks particularly taken aback to be argued with, like she isn't used to it, clearly frustrated, and she reaches back in a way that you'd normally see with someone drawing a sword—but she's not wearing it, and she scowls.
the oppressive atmosphere grows, and it feels like the room is growing smaller, and darker—or trying to, but you hold it back by holding steady. Spend +1 WILLPOWER. ]
I didn't raise her for this silliness! Playing at being knights when she was a failure of a soldier and a traitor?
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[ Yelling at ladies, go. ]
So what?? Just because she didn't do what you wanted her to do doesn't make her a failure! Your path isn't the only right one, or the only one that matters. Shrike is a knight and a great one at that and she doesn't need to be a soldier or whatever else you want her to be. She can decide what she wants to be and make her own successful path!
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And—as you shout, she opens her mouth to cut you off, but her voice doesn't come out as loud as before. Like someone's turned down the volume on her, and continues to turn it down—
Before long, you can't hear her at all, and her physical presence is fading, too. Ghostly, and then—gone.
There's a rustling, behind you. ]
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...she's gone?
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Ah- yeah. I think so. For now anyway.
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I just wanted...
...is it bad of me to want to stay here?
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[ Offering her a hand to help get up. ]
You okay?
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Don't you, though?
I'm... maybe. I just... don't know what to do.
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... It's complicated probably.
Well... what do you want to do?
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[ she looks hesitant, and then remembers— ]
Oh! I was cooking.
...I'm not supposed to, since that's for servants, but—do you want some? If it hasn't burned.
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[ she skips over to the kitchen to inspect what she's left on the stove; she turns down the heat on the saucepan, and inspects what's in the pot.
now that you're looking at the kitchen, it looks like there's something peeking out from next to the refrigerator. ]
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meanwhile, the girl is draining a pot of noodles—glass noodles, not spaghetti, and humming lightly as she stirs whatever's in the pan. ]
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the girl doesn't notice, and then turns her head— ]
Should I put on some te—
[ ...and freezes. ]
...oh.
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[ she looks a little guilty; like she doesn't want to look at the portrait. ]
I'm really not supposed to be here at all.
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[ she looks away, turns the heat off of the stove, and tidies a few stray hairs back into her bun. ]
...I'm dead. I don't exist anymore.
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[ Looking back at the painting, trying to clean it more. ]
Even if you're dead, you can still exist here.
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...I think I might extra not exist, though.
What goes into Oblivion doesn't come out. I'm just a memory.
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