Imeeji Idol Productions ([personal profile] idolpro) wrote2021-01-22 10:09 am
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Izanagi's Heart Game - Session #1


They say
that snowdrops were formed
as a gift from an angel
bequeathed unto Eve
a symbol of hope and rebirth...
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Re: LIBRARY

[personal profile] cw_suicide 2021-01-23 09:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[... are the flowers bad????

meh. he's gonna leave them.

and read Hizumi's book.]

Re: LIBRARY

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2021-01-23 09:55 pm (UTC)(link)
The first page contains a profile:

Hizumi Mizushiro. 16. Clone of Yaiba Mizushiro. The Devil, fated to destroy humanity. Life expectancy: 18-19 years. Complications due to the cloning process have resulted in genetic abnormalities leading to decreased functionality of internal organs until death. Other than organ failure, the only other possible cause of death is by Ayumu Narumi.

The text begins in a neat print, shifting to a handwritten scrawl as the words continue.

Created with high charisma and intelligence to draw in friends and companions to assist in the destruction of humanity upon reaching adulthood. As the Devil, I can’t connect with others. But even a fake relationship is better than none at all.

I don’t want to be abandoned again. But I can’t be saved, either. So I’ll maintain what I can get to avoid that dark loneliness again. If I try to wish for things that can’t be granted, I won’t be able to hold it together anymore.

It would be so much easier if I could accept death.

I wish I could have been saved.

There are a few more blank pages, and then the beginning of a timeline listing out events in Hizumi’s life: Birth, transferal to a foster family, meeting Kiyotaka Narumi, studies, travels, meeting Ayumu, final meeting with Ayumu, and then his time spent in Imeeji. The line stretches on to the end of the book with plenty of blank space after the various games and events he’s participated in, eventually ending in Graduation > Return Home > Death. Graduation > Go to another Star > Find Happiness.

It seems this book has already been edited.
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Re: LIBRARY

[personal profile] cw_suicide 2021-01-23 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[... going over to the pens to underline those last three things that were added in.

then he flips back to the "It would be so much easier if I could accept death" and adds: Except that to accept death would be to give up on not just myself but others--wouldn't that just be "ending the world"? I won't accept that. Accepting death is only an escape from the things that I want. It's okay if I'm too selfish to want to let those things go. Everyone is selfish. That's how everyone lives.

Edits the following like: "I wish I could have been saved."]

Re: LIBRARY

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2021-01-23 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[Once he finishes writing, he may notice that the Fragments on his badge seem to be floating on their chains, pointing him towards the door - actually, pointing him all the way to the Stage.]
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Re: LIBRARY

[personal profile] cw_suicide 2021-01-23 10:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Hm? Guess it's time to go?

[closing the book and leaving it on a table. heading out!]
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