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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-29 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ OPENING HER MOUTH TO YELL— ]
widenessofthesea: (in their minds)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-29 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ wait.

this is just the dorm? this is just the dorm.

on the off-chance there's someone here, though... she's going to go look in the kitchen. ]

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[personal profile] ninuanni 2021-01-29 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
There's no one here.

—But wherever they've gotten off to can't be far, if the state of things is any indication: there's a whole row of spices out on the counter, some already in a mixing bowl, plus a pot of rice on the stove.

From the look and smell of the spice selection, curry is on the menu. Next to the ingredients is a handwritten recipe in what you recognize as a combination of Silk's and Lumen's handwriting.
widenessofthesea: (when the last fires will wave to me)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-29 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
...huh.

You'd think it was just a normal day.

[ she taps her fingers on the counter, and thinks. ]

Hello?

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[personal profile] ninuanni 2021-01-29 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
No answer—though you feel sure that everyone only stepped out for a little while.

There are wild roses in here too, twining about the cabinets and even knocking over cookware in places, as if they grew so quickly they knocked these things over themselves...?
widenessofthesea: (join your word to theirs)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-29 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ well, it'd be a shame if this burned for carelessness. and honestly, she knows she's not the tidiest, but this is kind of a state, isn't it?

she's just going to check how the rice is doing, and finish mixing up the rest of the ingredients for the curry, while she's in here. ]

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[personal profile] ninuanni 2021-01-29 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
It's simple, relaxing work, especially with the recipe right there for you to follow.

You're checking the rice when you feel something delicate brush against your wrist, and with it split second of something like longing

...Oh. It's another wild rose, just barely opening on its thorny branch. It's not doing anything beyond, well, being there (and seemingly full of some sort of emotion?), but it certainly did grow ridiculously fast while you were cooking.
widenessofthesea: (broken on wires)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-29 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ she looks at the flower— ]

...do you want some?

I mean, you're welcome to try, I can't eat it.

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[personal profile] ninuanni 2021-01-29 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
It's a flower.


—Which is to say: it just bobs in the air a bit.
As you study it, though, you start to feel something:
You are different—something that has never fit in. But has anyone here in this new Familia really fit in? You wouldn't be Familia BAD END if you had.

So why is that now you feel.... longing?

There's still that distance between you and them, after all—and for the first time, you have reason to wonder at what you have been missing…
widenessofthesea: (in their minds)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-29 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ she thinks back to that first conversation they had— ]

It'd be a little... difficult, to be someone who's never been a person at all, wouldn't it.

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[personal profile] ninuanni 2021-01-29 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
As you consider the flowers, you realize you can recognize them more fully: Wild Rose, Key of Something Different.

Caring about "difference" at all, though... that's the sort of thing you can only feel if your difference matters; if it is part of the story of you finding your place in the world.
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[personal profile] constellationprize 2021-01-29 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ in the kitchen, ]

Um - excuse me, Hope ... ?
widenessofthesea: (the bewilderment)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-29 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, Aradia—

Someone left this cooking, I suppose, so I thought I'd finish it.

That and it seemed like an obvious task to do while I'm thinking over how I got here. Did you also have a strange experience...?
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[personal profile] constellationprize 2021-01-29 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
Mm.

[ is all she seems to care to say about it, at least immediately ]

Um, if it's okay, then I'll do my best to help ...
widenessofthesea: (now that we are sending you)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-29 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
Many hands make light work.

...and I suppose part of the joy of cooking is companionship, either in the making, or in who's receiving.
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[personal profile] constellationprize 2021-01-29 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
I think so too. I don't think - um, well, of course I have amnesia too, so I'm not sure ... it would be a little strange if I had never learned how to cook, but the "me" that I've remembered so far - I don't think she really knew, so Luci and Doodle and Glory all helped me learn ...

Do you like making things?
widenessofthesea: (even the hunters sometimes)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-29 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
I suppose I probably learned growing up—helping around the house. There's a certain satisfaction in it, isn't there? Being able to make something that can help sustain others, or that inspires happiness.
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[personal profile] constellationprize 2021-01-29 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
Mm! That part is really nice, isn't it...?

[ but there's a pause, as she looks over the ingredients ]

Does -

[ and another, as she recalls how she got her, her expression darkening just briefly, ]

Um - it's Hellfire's, isn't it... does she like curry?
widenessofthesea: (like the beam)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-29 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
You know—I'm not entirely sure. She eats a lot of snack foods. It's the sort of thing Silk makes often...

...I wonder if she feels a little bit like an outsider, for not being able to appreciate some things in the same ways. Hellfire, I mean.
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[personal profile] constellationprize 2021-01-29 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
Mm ...

[ and glancing to the wild roses, next ]

Those flowers . . .
widenessofthesea: (one must always)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-29 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
Of course, there's nothing wrong at all with being different.

...they feel like a sort of longing, though.
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[personal profile] constellationprize 2021-01-29 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
... Do you think that we should get rid of them?
widenessofthesea: (by loving custom lightly)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-29 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
It's a sort of wish to understand others better, I think. So I wouldn't.

But it does seem like it's getting a bit untidy. Maybe it needs an outlet.
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[personal profile] constellationprize 2021-01-29 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
Then, instead, something like -

Replanting them somewhere else...?

[ reaching for the recipe, holding it up ]

Like this?
widenessofthesea: (the bewilderment)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-29 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
...ah, that's not a bad idea.

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