widenessofthesea: (one must always)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-30 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
Although I suppose she said she came from the—

[ there's a moment where she tries to pronounce something it's possible she fundamentally can't pronounce, and settles for— ]

The Not, but I don't think that's what this place is.
justfuckingtryit: (And you heard the sparrows)

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[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-30 04:10 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe she relocated, at some point.
widenessofthesea: (gray whale)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-30 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
I think it's something like that.

...the way she was originally made was to be—a cruel thing, it seems.
justfuckingtryit: (Assured of certain certainties)

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[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-30 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah.

From what I've seen of her memories, everything from before was fucked up.
widenessofthesea: (will diminish like an echo)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-30 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
...how do you mean?
justfuckingtryit: (Across the skies)

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[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-30 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
Just in general.

I think I've seen these two, before.
widenessofthesea: (pretend something)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-30 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
"Fucked up" is a little vague.

...worth trusting, you think?
justfuckingtryit: (And you heard the sparrows)

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[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-30 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
They weren't bad, from what I saw.
widenessofthesea: (the bewilderment)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-30 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
Neither kind nor nice but—forthright, it seems.
justfuckingtryit: (With the other masquerades)

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[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-30 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
Mm. Exactly.
widenessofthesea: (even the hunters sometimes)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-30 05:48 am (UTC)(link)
It seems like our Hellfire is in a bit of a crisis of identity, though.

...can thousand-plus-year-old swords have growing pains? But she does act a bit like a young teen.
justfuckingtryit: (Across the skies)

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[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-30 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
Did you touch the roses, back at the dorm?
widenessofthesea: (nodding on their stalks)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-30 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
...they felt like longing. Like—being othered. Wild rose, meaning—something different, I believe.

Which is a little odd, since I thought it meant "simplicity," but the feeling was quite clear.
justfuckingtryit: (How charged with punishments)

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[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-30 06:20 am (UTC)(link)
...yeah. I felt it, too.
widenessofthesea: (join your word to theirs)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-30 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
So I suppose it's... a choice, of sorts? Whether she wants being something different and set apart and singular to matter as a part of who she is.
justfuckingtryit: (With the other masquerades)

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[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-30 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
It was ripping parts of her apart.
widenessofthesea: (even the hunters sometimes)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-30 03:45 pm (UTC)(link)
So your opinion is that the roses should go. But we don't know what the others mean.
justfuckingtryit: (How charged with punishments)

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[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-30 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Some of them are okay, I think.

[He lifts his own arm, which is growing lotuses and aconite]

These showed up when I shared a memory of us together with her.
widenessofthesea: (the bewilderment)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-30 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she peers over at the line of little flowers— ]

Those are the flowers engraved on her door, aren't they?
justfuckingtryit: (Across the skies)

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[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-30 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know shit about flowers, but - they look the same.
widenessofthesea: (will diminish like an echo)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-30 09:19 pm (UTC)(link)
So, I suppose that means they represent her, in some way.

"Aconite, key of rage": do you think she seems particularly angry?
justfuckingtryit: (And yet the menace of the years)

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[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-30 09:23 pm (UTC)(link)
When I touched them earlier it was something like -

[Please hold while he struggles to put feelings into words]

- rage that stays with you. Pain that defines you. That gives meaning.
widenessofthesea: (sooner or later)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-30 09:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah...

...ah, I see.

That really fits in with all of us.
justfuckingtryit: (And you heard the sparrows)

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[personal profile] justfuckingtryit 2021-01-30 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
It really does.
widenessofthesea: (will diminish like an echo)

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[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-30 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)






What do you think about what she is, Lumen? Not who, but what.

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