idolpro | 531 Monstrosity & Morality: Dividing Lines of the Self and Other, Section 1

"If you really have met my sister, you know—she's a monster. But so am I, so—I wanted to try and see if I could teach her not to harm people."

And she couldn't help herself?

"I wonder..." She shakes her head. "Grace... had a lot of hope for vampires, near the end. She thought they could be better than what they were. I wanted to trust her, and—I felt responsible for Sam."

What happened with Grace?

"Well—"

She gives a brief, light and mirthless laugh.

"I still... want to believe in her. But Sam became something distant and strange, and the vampires that Grace had been instructing used her to trap and kill another vampire, and killed her, too. And I couldn't..."

Did they give a reason for it?

"Well—she was a monster, they were afraid of her, and just... to them, something they could use and discard and feel victorious about, I suppose." Her lip twists. "There's a lot of that in the world, I suppose, but..."

She looks at him, and at Nyx. "You've both been very kind, at least."

Then there you have it.

If they weren't really interested in learning to begin with... it isn't so much proof that "all vampires are monsters" so much as "those ones had no interest in being anything else," isn't it?

[We are not addressing that last part.]

She reaches a hand out and ruffles his hair. "Maybe I've spent too much time dwelling on the monstrous side of the world, in a way. There are still good children like you both, after all."

And she also gives a slightly downcast Nyx a hug, and—

"And don't forget to accept compliments from your elders, young man."

Suddenly, she's—that woman you saw at the front desk, except a little more professionally dressed, like she's going to work. All black.

Edited 2021-08-28 03:11 (UTC)

[...Ah.]

Was that an acceptable submission?

Oh, I'm not the professor! Just a professor, I suppose. You'd want to talk to Hope for that. I'm Grace Yi.

Ah, so it's like that...

In that case, maybe I should ask: is that an acceptable conclusion?

"Well, I wouldn't want you to accidentally violate the university ethics code! But I think that's the sort of thing that would appeal to her, if you make that part of your thesis."

...That the failure to save everyone doesn't mean the whole hypothesis was a lost cause?

"Mm... I do very much miss her, though. Iris."

She rubs her eyes a little bit.

Seems like she missed you too.

"I'm glad that Hope was able to see her... one last time. Even if it was to part ways. I never liked playing favorites with those I considered my children, but..."

I don't know if there's anything you can do about preferences, so maybe the best you can hope for is "fairness."

"Mm. So—I hope that she finds peace, wherever she ends up. She deserves it."

She looks down at him. "Don't let me keep you, though. If you want a little help now and again, though, I'll play teaching assistant."

Edited 2021-08-28 03:37 (UTC)

Is that my cue to get back to researching?

"Work hard! I'll be rooting for you."

I'll do my best!

[Heading over to the shelves... and grabbing all emotion books thank you.]

Well, after the sensitIV baby has been put to bed you can scoop Agape from him.

I'm going to give these to you one at a time but feel free to request them in quick sequence.

[You've got yet more names to go through, he sees.

Next!]

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