Imeeji Idol Productions ([personal profile] idolpro) wrote2021-12-30 11:40 pm
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bondsofsuffering: ([Dark] to try and stay alive)

Re: Garden

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2021-12-31 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
...It'll just make you avoid me. Even on the times when I want to help.
protectshisown: (Well..huh...)

Re: Garden

[personal profile] protectshisown 2022-01-01 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
....I can't make promises when it's emotional because I have had times I wanted to avoid everyone. And I'm obviously being dumb then.

But I know it can hurt more to deny people the chance to help when it's what they do.
bondsofsuffering: ([Sad] for you; right)

Re: Garden

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2022-01-01 09:30 am (UTC)(link)
[His gaze drifts away.]

...Can't I just stay a little longer?

Can't I rest a little longer...?
protectshisown: (Nuzzles)

Re: Garden

[personal profile] protectshisown 2022-01-01 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)
I wish you could. But you know these games don't last long.

[He lets go of his hand, going to his cheeks.] We depend on you. But you can depend on us, to help you at least get a chance to breathe afterwards. Sensitiv, Hurricane, me. Chrys and Levi when they visit. More then even that.

A lot of people love you, you know? Flaws and all. [Kissing his forehead.]
bondsofsuffering: ([Fear] There you were)

Re: Garden

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2022-01-01 11:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[His expression tightens at the mention of Chrys and Levi.

At the same time, Rye's phone begins to beep.
]
protectshisown: (.........what?)

Re: Garden

[personal profile] protectshisown 2022-01-01 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
....

[He is gonna slip out his phone to Check That.]

Re: Garden

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2022-01-01 11:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[Upon looking at the phone, it becomes clear that it’s finished loading. However, the screen has a few other differences, too.]

Password: CHRYS

Open file?

YES/NO


[But even if they don’t make a selection, once they’ve had a chance to read the words on the screen, “yes” flashes and the screen changes once more. It seems to be an album file titled “Missing Element: Chrysanthemum” with various photos of Izanagi and another idol from LiliS. The contents are all mundane little snapshots of life - shopping at a department store, or even the black market, photos of cooking together, or relaxing side by side. And while Chrys’ expression tends to be more subdued, Izanagi’s clearly happy in every single one.]
protectshisown: (And soul of a dragon)

Re: Garden

[personal profile] protectshisown 2022-01-01 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[.....baby.]

[Izzy no.]

[Nope, he's gonna pull Izanagi into a hug now.]

You miss him a lot, huh?
bondsofsuffering: ([Sad] for you; right)

Re: Garden

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2022-01-01 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[Tugged into hug.]

...It just sucks, you know?

He came here after me, but he's already free. And after he finally agreed to stick with me this time...
protectshisown: (Hey it's okay you know)

Re: Garden

[personal profile] protectshisown 2022-01-02 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, it sucks.

He still writes to you, right?

[If not, HE'S gonna find a way to yell at Chrys.]
bondsofsuffering: ([Look] Darkness caused by)

Re: Garden

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2022-01-02 12:45 am (UTC)(link)
When he [and the player] has time. Some others who were trapped in Imeeji ended up going to our world, too - so between getting them settled and getting his own life in order, he's probably got his own troubles.
protectshisown: (Hey it's okay you know)

Re: Garden

[personal profile] protectshisown 2022-01-02 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
It can be a lot to settle people.

But he still remembers you, even that far away.
protectshisown: (Nuzzles)

Re: Garden

[personal profile] protectshisown 2022-01-02 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
Doesn't take away the pain, I know, but...

At least its a little less, right?

[Still hugging him, btw, he deserves it.]

Re: Garden

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2022-01-02 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
[Just burying his face into Rye.]
protectshisown: (Nuzzles)

Re: Garden

[personal profile] protectshisown 2022-01-02 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
I do understand, a bit. If it helps.

To struggle to connect to knew people, to have your most important person out of reach. To not have a day where you don't miss him.

But knowing there are others does ease it.
bondsofsuffering: ([Sad] for you; right)

Re: Garden

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2022-01-02 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
...I just wish it could be over with, sometimes.

I can finally have a real life. But... until they let me go, I'm still not moving.
protectshisown: (Hey it's okay you know)

Re: Garden

[personal profile] protectshisown 2022-01-02 06:42 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. It sucks to be standing still.

But its waiting for you.

You know its waiting for you.

And we're here with you. And it doesn't get rid of the pain, doesn't take away the yearning, but at least we understand.

Re: Garden

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2022-01-02 07:50 am (UTC)(link)
Some of you, anyway.

[Face still buried. But around them, the garden begins to light up with a soft light.]
protectshisown: (Nuzzles)

Re: Garden

[personal profile] protectshisown 2022-01-05 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
Hm, true. But there's always room for more to understand.

And...a lot more probably understand now.

[This Was A Time.]

[Rubbing his back, and kissing the top of his head.] And we're still here.

Re: Garden

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2022-01-05 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
...A lot more?

[Around them, the light increases - or, perhaps, the world is simply fading into it.

But just a little remains still.
]
protectshisown: (A little more thought)

Re: Garden

[personal profile] protectshisown 2022-01-05 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
Your dream worlds are incredibly intense.

We had to understand you more for the password to the hangman game.

Re: Garden

[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2022-01-05 07:00 am (UTC)(link)
[So he's got the mortification of being known to look forward to.]

...Sounds fun.
protectshisown: (Its' okay)

Re: Garden

[personal profile] protectshisown 2022-01-05 07:15 am (UTC)(link)
[Yep.]

Sorry.

But the fact they chose to see it through meant you were worth it to them.

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[personal profile] bondsofsuffering 2022-01-05 07:20 am (UTC)(link)
Or they didn't know any better.

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