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Mori's heart

All at once a rainbow of bright lights feels as if it is bursting through you. It is an intense experience, but not an unpleasant one. As the colours burn through your skin, and lighting begins to spark through your veins, you feel stronger, you could take on the world right now.

Faintly in the distance, beyond the iridescent light show that overwhelms your vision, you can just about make out some silhouettes, but they’re too blurred, too indistinct and too far to tell anything about them. You can’t see them, but you know they’re welcoming you. You’re wanted here, you’re needed here, and the light is guiding you where you’re meant to go.

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Yeah.

[now holds onto his hand with both hands]

Sorry. I've been pretty numb lately so. This has been jolting. But maybe a jolt I needed. That's why I said thank you.

I. Feel a little more like myself again instead of just roleplaying myself.

He's feeling terrified himself, he has no idea what to do here.

"It's... It's still a weird thing to thank me for. I didn't...

I knew things had been bad, but, I didn't know it was... that much. For you."

I didn't know you were this bad off either. Neither of us will apologize for not noticing because we're both established actors.

It. Feels good to admit it to someone though. Ah, I wanted to say it but I didn't at all. Saying it helped too...

Having a slight existential crisis about how many people seem to think he is a good thing who has helped them???

"...You can say whatever you want up here. It's a place for all the bad stuff to go, so, if there's anything more you want to say... go ahead."

He can't bring himself to say 'I'll listen', but, the intent is there.

Oh, it's like Silver's box.

Ah, I'm fretful about not being any good. But people like Mori and C and all care for me so. It's not true. Probably.

Why do you stay up here in the bad spot?

"It's definitely not. There's no way that could be true of Be-kun."

He says it firmly, but when it comes time to talk about himself, he gets awkward and stammers again.

"It's just... It's the only place I can be. All the bad feelings that don't help anything..."

I think it's important to have a place for this to all live. But.

You don't have to live next to it. If that makes sense.

"I'm not living next to it, I am it."

...there's something Silver did for me that helped me a lot. Can I do it for you?

"...Okay?"

He's unsure but. If it's B it's fine.

[pulls out his posca pen, turns over Mori's hand

draws a little cat on the inside of his wrist. and then adds a like >D gremlin-y thing next to it]

"Oh..."

Stares down at the kitty and gremlin, touched.

[takes his other wrist

adds a lil fox and a two-tone cat that's obviously a reference to Someone]

We're here with you.

He takes his hands back, looking at the drawings, before bringing his hands up to his chest.

"I know... Thank you."

Mmm. Thank you too. For accepting something from me.

"You don't have to thank me for something like that, I didn't do anything."

I wanna though.

[nose boop]

We're friends, right?

Eyes go wide. Nose boop! What!!!

"Of - of course we are. But I'm not a very friendly part of Mori."

That's fine. Not every part of me is friendly.

There's secret mean B. Usually only C and 99 see Mean B.

"Is that so? Well, feel free to be as mean as you want up here."

Mmm...I don't feel too much mean right now. Mostly I just feel tired.

[hair fluffs now]

Ah, my hero is so kind, every single bit of him.

He glares at that. "I'm not a kind bit. Don't get the wrong idea."

It's in there, I'm sure of it.

Under the depression and sass.

"If you're looking for kindness, you should really go back downstairs. I'm where only bad feelings go."

Mmm...perhaps.

But it's okay to feel bad. It's a little disturbing to not feel bad sometimes, you know? Especially when everything is so scary.

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