...The curse is the biggest problem. It's a death of its own, in a way. "He" won't be himself anymore. And in the worst case scenario, he'll be killed for it by the person he cares for most.
There is one who offered to use his wish to heal everything. But the curse affects Chrysanthemum, too. It needs to be solved for both.
I imagine I sound like a deranged murder of countless individuals. With naught else for information, he would be right to be wary.
I can only open the door. It is up to the two of you to step through. And I do hope he finds others, too. Especially one on his unit he can get close too, but I'm having a hard time considering a candidate.
The Exarch. Persephone. Lucifel. Dante. Even Thancred. A bravado you wear, tough or demure, but such strength lies underneath. Worries you would not share with others.
I have been trying since I started with Persephone, and I believe I have middle little to no progress. I am seen in a neutral light at best.
You will have to take that first step as terrifying as it is. And you will get hurt from time to time when you open your heart, but it seems you have experienced nothing but disappointment. That we can hopefully change.
Persephone is a tough nut to crack. Of course, he has his share of troubles, too.
I'm sure I still have a long fight ahead of me. But even this little push should stop him from sinking any further. It was dire there for a while, you know?
I can bring you any books you might want, if that's what you wish. In the end, this is all the result of my wishes pushing things along, here and there.
Although I won't be able to bring you the others' books. Those are for their eyes only.
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There is one who offered to use his wish to heal everything. But the curse affects Chrysanthemum, too. It needs to be solved for both.
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And I do wish if I knew if the curse was magical in nature. Does it wind tightly around your soul, I wonder?
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These are easier questions to answer when you feel you have the support you need. So we can start on that first. One problem at a time.
And do text me anytime if you simply need to speak. I will make time to listen even if it is not always immediate.
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Forgive him if he's still a little wary, though. Your help is very unexpected, from his point of view.
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I can only open the door. It is up to the two of you to step through. And I do hope he finds others, too. Especially one on his unit he can get close too, but I'm having a hard time considering a candidate.
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...We really do have a rough reputation, don't we?
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The Exarch. Persephone. Lucifel. Dante. Even Thancred. A bravado you wear, tough or demure, but such strength lies underneath. Worries you would not share with others.
I have been trying since I started with Persephone, and I believe I have middle little to no progress. I am seen in a neutral light at best.
You will have to take that first step as terrifying as it is. And you will get hurt from time to time when you open your heart, but it seems you have experienced nothing but disappointment. That we can hopefully change.
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I'm sure I still have a long fight ahead of me. But even this little push should stop him from sinking any further. It was dire there for a while, you know?
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[He looks around the room.]
There are not many rooms upstairs but ones that are probably more comfortable than this if you would like me to take you.
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My place is here - for now, at least. Much like the others stayed at their posts, so will I.
However, if you would like, I can end this dream for you now.
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[He holds up both journals.]
I have some light reading to do and I imagine I can go back and gather more books should time permit.
And you can simply rest. But I would like not to leave you alone if I can.
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Although I won't be able to bring you the others' books. Those are for their eyes only.
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Let your mind calm. Rest. Stare at the ceiling if you wish. But I will stay until this all ends.
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...Understood. I'll take a break, then.
Thank you, Emet-Selch. Or would you prefer I stick with Alexander?
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[Patting his knee before he begins reading and just leaving them both in comfortable silence.]