Imeeji Idol Productions ([personal profile] idolpro) wrote2019-02-16 09:30 pm
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Mori's heart

All at once a rainbow of bright lights feels as if it is bursting through you. It is an intense experience, but not an unpleasant one. As the colours burn through your skin, and lighting begins to spark through your veins, you feel stronger, you could take on the world right now.

Faintly in the distance, beyond the iridescent light show that overwhelms your vision, you can just about make out some silhouettes, but they’re too blurred, too indistinct and too far to tell anything about them. You can’t see them, but you know they’re welcoming you. You’re wanted here, you’re needed here, and the light is guiding you where you’re meant to go.
dragonheartedgirl: (I suppose I will listen)

[personal profile] dragonheartedgirl 2019-02-19 07:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[ I don't have parents to worry about me, anymore, and that's why I worry

she's not getting anywhere with this tho. maybe time to give in... ]

... Okay. So what do I do then for registry?
dragonheartedgirl: (You want me to what now?)

[personal profile] dragonheartedgirl 2019-02-19 07:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Well. that catches her off guard. ]

But... you know my name already. Don't you?

[ Which is. I mean it would be weird but clearly there's some magic going on here. And uh. ]

Mori's the only person I know of with a quirk. I think there's been some kind of mistake...

[ SHE IS. very normal??? very normal. ]
dragonheartedgirl: (quiet)

[personal profile] dragonheartedgirl 2019-02-19 07:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[






wait. wait wait wait. ]

Do you mean.... Are you asking mt to register as a hero? Like Mori?
dragonheartedgirl: commissioned from @frottage ; please do not reuse (could it be...?)

/??

[personal profile] dragonheartedgirl 2019-02-19 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ THESE ARE SUCH BIG PHILOSOPHICAL QUESTIONS. Or maybe they're not but in her mind they become that way. What does she want to accomplish? What kind of person is she? What should she be aiming to do?

....

She is. I'm sorry she is going to take a ridiculously long time considering that question. ]
dragonheartedgirl: credit @dorkwithamask (can't be helped)

[personal profile] dragonheartedgirl 2019-02-19 07:42 pm (UTC)(link)
... I don't think I'm very suited to being a hero, to tell you the truth. Not that I think it's a bad thing, but.... I'm not that good of a person.

[ a small, self-deprecating smile. IT SUCKS TO SUCK but it's better to be honest about it. and boy she's about to get real honest. ]
dragonheartedgirl: commissioned from @frottage ; please do not reuse (to bear a heavy burden)

[personal profile] dragonheartedgirl 2019-02-19 07:45 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not very strong or capable, and when it comes down to it, I have poor judgment and a poor understanding of others. I'm selfish and violent... As a hero... I think I'd only tarnish the ideals that he holds dear.

...

Even though I'd like to help Mori with whatever's going on here, I'm probably the least suitable person for the job.
dragonheartedgirl: commissioned from @frottage ; please do not reuse (making me emotional dammit)

END I forgot to say I was finished

[personal profile] dragonheartedgirl 2019-02-19 07:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ However--there is no one else here. And that being the case... ]

But... I want to help him anyway. Even as flawed and awful as I am. I don't know what's happened to him, but he's my friend, and I care about him. So whatever you'll take me for, I can do that.
Edited 2019-02-19 19:46 (UTC)
dragonheartedgirl: credit @dorkwithamask (tears incoming)

Re: END I forgot to say I was finished

[personal profile] dragonheartedgirl 2019-02-19 08:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ I AM A BIG GIRL

but I am

also the weeniest crybaby I'm so sorry I'm so close to bawling in your heart without having even left the first damn room in your heart mori. but also I am giving your mom the biggest, tightest hug for both of us right now so... it's okay maybe........... ]
dragonheartedgirl: commissioned from @frottage ; please do not reuse (my deepest regrets)

[personal profile] dragonheartedgirl 2019-02-19 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
I've only made it this far thanks to the people that have been with me. It's... [ not okay but ] I've come to accept that I still have a lot of growing to do... and I'm working on it. I'll do my best anyhow.
Edited 2019-02-19 20:24 (UTC)
dragonheartedgirl: commissioned from @frottage ; please do not reuse (but i DON'T LIKE IT)

[personal profile] dragonheartedgirl 2019-02-19 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[ please excuse her rubbing her eyes and her nose as she gets herself back in control. ]

... There are a few things I can take credit for.

[ Like braving the cliff for the senjusou--she would have drowned if not for Shuten, yes, but... she was the one who picked them and got herself there. He insisted on it himself. ]
dragonheartedgirl: commissioned from @frottage ; please do not reuse (vague confusion)

[personal profile] dragonheartedgirl 2019-02-19 08:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She wants to know that? ]

... I was challenged by the pirate captain Gi-gan to pick an herb that grew in a cave on the side of an oceanside cliff that was almost entirely sheer, save for a small edge that could serve as a pass. Everyone else was far too large to walk it--they would have fallen into the ocean. I picked them, but the tide came before I could get back on my own. ... She accepted it anyway, and I was allowed to go undercover into the trafficer's ring to help rescue the women Lord Kum-ji was kidnapping and selling to a neighboring country.
dragonheartedgirl: credit @dorkwithamask (in thought)

[personal profile] dragonheartedgirl 2019-02-19 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)
I had to. If I didn't--I wouldn't have been able to help those people, and I wouldn't be able to look Captain Gi-gan or the others in the face again.

...

I'm a lot of bad things... but I'd like to think that a coward isn't one of them. Moreover, the fact that that situation existed in the first place... was likely my father's fault. So I needed to end it, for our people.
Edited 2019-02-19 20:53 (UTC)
dragonheartedgirl: commissioned from @frottage ; please do not reuse (but i DON'T LIKE IT)

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[personal profile] dragonheartedgirl 2019-02-19 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she wishes she could lie better so she could say it wasn't so scary!!!! but it also seems wrong to lie to mori mom. she's so kind.... ]

If I didn't pick the herb, then Captain Gi-gan wouldn't let me help. I would have been made to sit at the sidelines.... But it was my responsibility to protect them. I may not be their princess anymore, but they're still my people. And--
dragonheartedgirl: credit @dorkwithamask (but i was a good girl)

[personal profile] dragonheartedgirl 2019-02-19 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
... I love them. My people, and the kingdom my father loved. I don't want to see them be hurt or suffer if I can change it. I just wanted to do my part--to make things better for them.

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